Leave me alone...

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Warnings: depression

I hate myself. I'm useless. I'm good for nothing. The pressure of the world is just too much for me to handle. I don't even deserve my beautiful and caring husband Freddie. He's the only reason I'm not gone from this world yet.

It all started when I had a miscarriage. I've been devastated for a good 5 months now. Poor Freddie tried his best to make me smile again but I just couldn't do it. I felt like such a burden to him. I felt like he questioned why he married someone like me.

"Y/N dear" Freddie said with that gentle voice of his as he walked into the room. He sat down on the bed next too me.

"I know its been hard darling. We'll get through this-"

"Leave me alone" I stated coldly. I didn't want to be like this but I was. I felt so bad that he had to put up with this.

"I know how you feel. That was my child too... but think of this as she's in a better place now. She was probably going to be the most beautiful girl in the world. Alongside you darling."

"She's gone Freddie. She's gone. Forever." I said softly. Trying my best not too cry.

"Look how about we go watch a movie or something to get you mind of this ok? I'll make you your favourite food and we can just be together."

"That sounds nice"

"I know. Don't worry I'm here to take care of you. I'm your husband after all" he said warmly

" I love you Freddie "

"I love you too dear. She's in a better place now and she loves you too."

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