Always giving me reasons
To just give in and give up
Every good thing has been blurry
Memories have been becoming hazy
I keep knocking on the door
Banging for anyone to come
Give me something to hold on to
But no one seems to
Got nothing on my head
But darkness and blackouts
The light has been flickering
Lights in and out
I've been screaming
My eyes keep crying
I now just wanna be numb
Just wanna keep my lights out
