Heightened emotions having to fill my anxiety
slamming my door and locking myself from my family
I cannot be seen in this state or I might appear crazy
my mind bursting and my only outlet is poetry
this Is not a frequent thing to me
it just that my medication is taking a toll on me
hormonal changes affect my thinking and behavior
my mental health being neglected like the black cat outside a door
my friends are the last string I'm holding
from ticking and going zero before bursting
a bomb that is one second to going off totally
all good things about myself will be destroyed completely
