Shivi ff his forced girlfriend

chapter six

" shiva! Which gift was dhara di talking about?" Raavi asks as they existed the pandya house for the date. Shiva ignored her and moved to start his bike.
" Shiva where are you taking me for our first date" Raavi asks excited as she wraps her hands around his waist from back, sitting on his bike carefully. She leans her head on his back blissfully trying to enjoy the ride. Shiva wanted to push this mami ki behen ki beti out of his bike for causing weird feeling within his body, her touching him as if she has full right on him made him angry.
" First of all you forced me for taking you out and now you expect me to plan everything, I have not planned anything!" Shiva tells loudly still driving his bike. He was ready for her yellings and even her hitting him.
" It's okay" Raavi tells him," I have already planned everything, there is fair going on at near by village we will go there"
Shiva holds the steering of his bike little tightly and drove without telling this Mami ki behen ki beti anything but of course cursing her under his breath for not giving her usual reaction. Raavi controls her giggles from behind knowing Shiva's state of mind right now, she would not give him the satisfaction of making her angry, this was her first date and she was not letting shiva spoil it for her.

Shiva parks his bike in the parking area and comes towards raavi who was watching the fair from outside excited.
" Hey! mami ki behen ki beti, bahar se sabh kuch dekhegi ya andar jana hai?" Shiva asks, raavi ignores Shiva's snide remarks and nods her head walking in when shiva holds her hand to her suprise, she looks at him questioningly at his gesture.
" I can't trust you to not get lost!" Shiva says to cover up his gesture, raavi doesn't say anything and walks with him inside.
It takes half an hour for shiva to understand that he had come on date with five year kid who had body of twenty year woman. Raavi was literally jumping on her feet and wanted to do everything.
" Shiva I want to go to that" Raavi points at the haunted house. Shiva wanted to straight away refuse but raavi kept cribbing so he had to take her in.
" Why did you want to come in if you're going to close your eyes like this" shiva says to raavi who had held his hands strongly and had shut her eyes firmly.
" Chup raho shiva!" Raavi says and screams on top of her voice when she hears some hissing from behind. Shiva looks on some guy coming with ghost makeup trying to scare them, he huffs at it but raavi who had slightly opened her eyes yelps and throws herself in his arms. Now shiva perfectly knew why all this boys take their girlfriends to some haunted movies. He somehow managed to bring raavi and himself out of the whatever stupid haunted house. Raavi started sighing heavily in relief once out of the house and promises herself that she would never go again to any haunted house.
" You had promised the same thing from when you were at the age of eight and the next year you still dragged me with you" shiva reminded her.
" Dekha shiva! You're the one who always used to come with me, I wanted to take dev with me but you used to spoil it every year" Raavi argues with him.
" Or you had always liked me from all years and simply was jealous of dev" raavi asks him teasingly.
Shiva scowls, " come out of your dream world! Mami ki behen ki beti"
Raavi frowns when shiva dismissed her theory as if it doesn't make a sense.
" Shiva! Gol gappe" Raavi exclaimes and pulls him to the stall without listening to his protests. Raavi gulps down the gol gappe and then gets herself a cotton candy. Shiva pays for everything she buys and makes sure she doesn't get lost in the crowd. He was paying another shopkeeper for some stupid toy raavi had brought when he looks at raavi who was blowing soap bubbles in the air. He looks on mesmerized for a moment at her adorable face before he snaps out.
" Shiva! We will go for rides now" Raavi says after roaming around half of the shops.
" Mujhe kisse ride par nahi jana" shiva denies but Raavi glares at him and begin to dramatically cry gaining people's attention that shiva did not have option to make her quiet then going on to all the rides with her. He glares at her accompying to her the ride, raavi did not care she enjoyed the rides with her boyfriend. When raavi was tired, shiva and she sat on some bench.
" I had so much fun today" Raavi says, shiva doesn't say anything but raavi quickly leans in planting a small kiss on his cheeks taking him with surprise.
" You're world's best boyfriend" Raavi says smilingly, " thank you for putting up with my childish demands today and I promise I will try to be the girl you will like too"
Guilt burdens in Shiva's chest when he realises that raavi was dead serious about this realtionship and he was going to break her heart tomorrow if he continues with what he had planned to do.
" Dev had introduced me to his girlfriend and rejected me on my face. I was too stubborn to be part of your family that I forced you into this boyfriend and girlfriend realtionship and I know I was wrong to do" Raavi pauses for a moment and looks at a confused shiva and continues," I genuinely like you shiva! I have come to realize that to be with dev I have to become that shy and goody goody raavi but that's not the thing with you, I can be myself with you"
" Will you give me a chance?!" Raavi whispers looking at him hopefully, her heart pounding with fear of rejection. She did not know how will she take if shiva tells her denies her now and she was afraid that now the pain will be ten times worse than she felt at Dev's rejection and she would not look any other option anymore but give up.
He can tell a no shiva thinks, a no and raavi would be out of his life forever, that thought itself got him uneasy. Raavi was always a part of his life even when she was annoying, she was still a part.
Getting no response from him, raavi grew agitated and then faceplams herself realising that shiva was never go at expressing things like love and care he always did it in his actions.
" Shiva if you hold my hand now! I will think that you like me too" Raavi tells to him. Shiva looks on in confusion whereas raavi extends her hand hopefully. Shiva grew more conflicted when he sees a hopeful raavi extending her hand, his eyes soften a bit at her and then he sees her swallowing her hurt and getting up to walk away. As a reflex, he holds her hand trying to stop her from going anywhere. Raavi turns towards him smilingly.
" I knew you liked me too!" Raavi grins as she sits closer to him not letting his hand free from hers. She went on explaining about many things they would do together in Somnath unaware about the distress she has caused to shiva right now.
" We should go home!" Shiva says shutting down her talks and not able to take pain engulfing him seeing her beaming face which was already dreaming of their future, raavi agrees without any argument thinking that shiva was feeling shy after expressing his feelings. She walks with him back to the parking lot and sits on the bike, this time her stomach flip flopping with butterflies. Shiva drove his bike fighting against his heart and mind.