"Even the crowd, we may have a lonely existence..."
This is a fantasy story, portraying situations that may or may not seem real; all from the line of respect and admiration for our loved ones: B. T. S. (KNJ, KSJ, MYG, JHS, PJM, KTH, JJK). Those wh...
"When you are going through a difficult time, tell others, so that it is not so exhausting"
- You two are lucky for having each other, there's no doubt about it. But, not all of us had the same luck. Besides, no one can decide: who, when, where, or how to fall in love. And to be honest I already have lost my hope about it. Probably it's better to keep my mind and time on business topics. - I check on the scream and for an unknown reason my heart skips a beat when reading Jae's message:
This is her Instagram and her contact number. Please be nice to her, I told her about a friend who is going to contact her. Please, help her the best. Because I went in the need to make her get extremely mad at me and to block me because she doesn't deserve to be despised. Thanks, and I awe you a big one.
- Seok hyung, are you OK? - Kooky asks, and both of them walked to me. Chimmy taps my shoulder and I just come back to reality. I smile without intention and then tell them - Guys, now I got someone to talk to.
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Three days have passed by, and I am still unable to write to her. Jae could at least introduce us before quitting all contact; why couldn't he give her my data?, probable she would be better to contact me than I am right now. This isn't funny, why the hell did I open my mouth? These are my thoughts, I was pretty sick about all this. When did I become too shy to even write a "HELLO" to somebody? I'm sitting on a chair, deep in my own mind while the stylist is working on my look, my sight still on my cellphone screen, Jae's message displayed on it.
- Are you OK? - And here it comes, the same damn question which has been appearing at any moment last three days, from anyone around me. Hosie says this coming to my left. He already saw the screen because I wasn't fast enough to hide it. - Aw, I see... you know Hyung, that's the reason why I sent him straight to hell. No matter how good a person we would try to be, we still human. Just, don't contact her, just forget it. She was alive before meeting him, and believe it or not, she will still be alive without him, and for sure, she will be even better.
- I know, but I gave my word on it...- Hosie cut me off - You gave it to a cheater, as I see it, you aren't the one who must carry shame or guilt in here. If anything, he would be a good guy and talk to her truth in hand and clear all the matter, or else.
- Probably you're right, but there's no harm into write to her, isn't it? - Hosie just caress his temple - OK then, do it, but better do it right now, before you lose your courage.
- I'm writing, but later, we gonna be busy at least all day long... - And here he does it again, he cut me off while taking my phone away from my hand and he starts looking for any social media app or account - ... so you don't have any social media, then how are you going to contact her? - I just give him my most confusing gaze as I sigh loudly in a painful way. It seems I was too worried about writing to her, that I forgot that I don't even have an email account since the pre-debut. - That's why I haven't written yet, I don't use any social media, but our shared Twitter account. And he didn't give me her Twitter user...
