Love and Let Go | Jungkook FF | 18+| Complete |

No lies

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Jungkooks POV

My world came to stand still as she simply said those words breaking my heart once again. I knew she was getting married... but somewhere in my mind I thought maybe now that she knows the truth...she would give me a chance.... *scoff* I guess I just go around looking for rejection, I was more angry than I was sad.... I wanted her to be mine, .... no, I was going to make her mine.... I wasn't going to let anything come in between me and her, not anymore.... I deserved a win.

Jungkook: I don't care...

I dragged her to the bed... gently pushing her on the bed... hovering over her figure.... She pushed my chest... but I held her wrists pinning them to the bed... Why was she resisting me? She wanted this.... I know she wanted this, I was going to prove it to her... she wants me as bad as I wanted her....

Y/N: Kook... this isn't right... we shouldn't...

Jungkook: It feels so damn right Y/N... when I am with you... don't deny it.... you and I.... we deserve happiness.... honesty...

I simply wanted her... and I was done making sacrifices for everyone, it was first time in a long time I wanted something for me... and I was not gonna let her go away from me.... no fucking ways.... she was mine, and this was final...

Jungkook: You are mine... you understand me? Say it Y/N...

Y/N: N-no... Please.... you are hurting me....

She sobbed a little as I bit into her skin, I was already burning up with rage and hurt when I thought about how he tied her up on the table and touched her... my head was building up scenes that didn't even happen, and then there was Jimin.... again with this Jimin.... thinking she was his for 4 years while he didn't give her everything that she deserved... was making me mad....

Jungkook: You love me.... tell me you love me.... SPEAK!

Authors POV

The young man lost his patience as he waited for her reply... but all she could say was what she felt truly and deeply...

Y/N: I - I love Jimin.... I'm marrying him because I love him.... I- I am so sorry...

His energy drained as he could see discomfort on her face... He felt like he was forcing her against her will... so he took a step back to give her her personal space.... trying one last time to convince her...

Jungkook: I never lied to you... but he did.... You deserve the best Y/N, and I can be that for you... Jimin can never be the man you deserve...

Y/N: I know he is not perfect....but...I...I- I love him....I love Jimin....

Jungkook: SHUT UP!

Jungkook punched his hand on the drywall as his knuckles bled instantly, making her flinch... she closed the gap between them to check up on him but he warned her...

Jungkook: DON'T... Don't come near me if you are going to choose him over me....

She backed off, as he looked at her with his pained eyes.... he lost to Jimin.... he took the support of the wall as he breathed loudly, trying to get back in his senses....not to do anything stupid...

Jungkook: I – I uh... I am sorry for tonight... I guess... I just... wanted to be happy... maybe it's not written for me...

Y/N: J-Jungkook... please... I don't want to lose you.... We can still be frien–

What was there to lose further?... He wondered...

Jungkook: Stop it, you can't have us both, you need to choose... it's your choice...

Y/N didn't say a word... it was clear she couldn't break his heart that's why she couldn't answer him... she bit her lips as a cry threatened to leave her mouth...

Jungkook rubbed his knuckles that were bleeding as he looked at her in disbelief... poking his inner cheek with his tongue...

He couldn't believe this shit was happening to him again... Now he really was Bi-curious....

Y/N: You saved my life Kook... Ill always be grateful to you for that ...

He hummed in response, not able to say anything back to her... having lost his voice to the situation...

Jungkook's POV

I saw her disappear behind the small door as I walked out there confidently not to look stupid... the door shut close...and I closed my eyes and clutched my hair in my fists in frustration. I wanted to yell so loud.... but dammit... I was still thinking about others.... fuck Jungkook you have been so stupid... caring about everyone else but yourself....

I breathed a couple of times... trying to get rid of the frustration before I could open my eyes and bring myself to reality... I saw a blurry figure in front of me... I rubbed my teary eyes to get a better view as he spoke softly after so long....

Taehyung: A-are you okay?

I ruffled my hair, in an attempt to look less distraught as I replied....

Jungkook: Yes Hyung.... of course I am fine I was just walking around checking if everyone's doing ok..... Do you need something?

Taehyung: I uh... I heard everything.... you can stop lying to me, at least now you should....

I scratched my neck as I asked him again if he wanted something... but he insisted he would go downstairs with me to check on how the situation was.....

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