Let me stay

Chapter four

I groaned as I allowed Jenna to drag me pass the crowded canteen , forcing me to follow behind her . She told me that and I quote :  ' Justin pie is expecting me at their table for lunch ' . I wasn't exactly invited to seat with them , infact ,  despite the fact that Justin and Jenna had grown awfully close in the last few days , I don't think he or anyone else in their group even knows I exist. Except for Kellin that is . Jenna said that she's not letting me sit alone at some sad lonely table so no matter what , I have to sit with them.

Okay so maybe I'm not as reluctant to be dragged to their table as I put off to be. Truth is, I had no classes with Kellin today so this was my only oppurtunity to get closer to him and then go in for the kill! Haha , no just kidding . What I meant is that I would like if I could get him to understand my feelings for him.

I don't really know how this works but Jenna said if I like him , I should suck it up and talk to him then when the timing is right , I should confess my feelings to him. Which to be honest , scares me . I have never , and I mean never liked someome before . All these time , the only mistress I've ever had were books. I was also afraid that Kellin might not feel the same way as I do but Jenna assured me that all sign points to yes. I feel like she was using a magic 8 ball to determine his feelings for me. Well if the magic 8 ball says all sign points to yes , the  I shall believe it. Doesn't hurt to have a little faith .

" Jen babe , " Justin raised his hands up so we or she , could see their table through the bunch of teenagers blocking our , mostly my sight.

" Hey guys " Jenna said once we reached their table. There was only two empty seat. One next to Justin and the othet next to my prince char-  Kellin.  Next to Kellin .

" I brought Vic , you don't mind do you  ? " Jenna asked Justin . He shrugged his shoulders and told her that it doesn't matter . After that , she kept looking from the seat next to Kellin to me , telling me that I should , 'hurry up and seat your mexican ass down' . That's totally what she'll say.

I pulled the chair beside Kellin and sat on it. I was sort of hoping that maybe he would just sneak a glance at me when I sat down , but he didn't. He wad all too focused on his phone while picking at his salad. Trust me , I was so tempted to strip naked and lat on the table , yelling Look at me !

I looked over to Jenna for help and she mouthed something but I couldn't quite get what she was saying so I gave her a confused look . She mouthed again , this time slower along with hand gestures. I got that she was talking something about Kellin as she was literally pointing at him , in where I thank my lucky stars that he was still looking at his phone to even realize what was going on. The rest of the group however , seem to have take noticed and joined in on our little charade .

" Uh uhh , look at Kellin ! " Gabe shouted excitedly

Jenna shook her head and crossed her hands saying that it's a no.

" Kellin is gay as fuck ? " Justin chimed in , making everyone except me and Kellin laugh.

I look over at Kellin that seems unaffected by what was going on here. It was like he conpletely tuned us out. He didn't even flinch or bother defending himself when Justin said that. Does that mean he's really gay though? I mean I had my speculations , but the more I think about it the less convinced I am. It seemed more like he was just helping a damsel in distress rather than prince charming to the rescue.

So now I was just dying to figure out if he likes guy . Then maybe just maybe I'd stand a shot with him.

" Oh I got it ! - "

" For fuck's sake , she said talk to him "

Kellin cut Jesse off mid sentence making the guys including me , suddenly fall into realization letting out an oh like we were the stupidest bunch ever.