Breaking The Rules (COMPLETED)

Chapter 21: "He ruined us." (Bella)

"Bella?" I heard a voice ask. What's going on?

"Edward?" I whispered. I opened my eyes. "Edward!" I yelled. I gasped for air as I sprang up.

"What happened!" I cried. I looked at the people in the room. Charlie, Renee, Sue, Phil, Leah, and Seth. My mother looked at me, disgusted. I was forced down by the nurse. I sobbed into the pillow.

"Where is Edward!" I pleaded. Charlie walked over to me. He pushed my hair behind my ear.

"My baby." I gasped. Charlie looked down at the ground. "No," I shook my head. He kissed my forehead and walked out of the room with Sue and her kids. My mother and her husband looked at me.

"Mommy," I whispered. She glared at me and walked over to me.

"Isabella." She shook her head. "You, Edward, and your baby are dying." She mumbled. "Come on! You are losing blood! Wake up!"

I bolted up covered in sweat. A hand caressed my forehead. I calmed down and looked to who the hand belonged to. Edward. He was laying in the bed next to me. His bed was scooted up to mine. I grabbed his hand and kissed it.

He had bandages on his chest. His eyes were red and puffy. He had a concerned look on his face. I looked down at my stomach. The tiny bump was gone. I screamed. I felt as if someone cut me out and ripped me apart.

"No!" I cried shaking my head. Edward grabbed my hand, trying to calm me down.

"No! Our baby!" I screamed. I sobbed into the sheet. I screamed and cried in till a nurse barged in and grabbed my arm. "Don't touch me!" She injected a needle into me and I instantly fell asleep.

While I slept, I tried to calm down. I don't want Jacob to be in my life. But, if Jacob never cheated on me, I wouldn't be with Edward. I know that my baby is gone. I know the same thing happened to Edward's mother. Edward is to good for me. I am a danger magnet. I want that perfect white fence around my tiny little house surrounded by children, and with Edward.

I don't know how long I have been asleep for. I never think. I never listen. I never should have left Edward that night. I never should have gotten pregnant. I never should have walked home that night. I should have fought against those men.

I suddenly felt the strength to wake up. I felt consciousness envelope me in a hug. I squinted my eyes and opened them. All I saw was a doctor checking my pulse.

"E-Edward?" I whispered. The doctor sighed and looked at me.

"Carlisle?" I asked. He nodded and took my hand in his.

"Hey Bells. Listen, Edward is lucky. The bullet didn't get far enough inside his chest to hurt him to bad. He is healing. The bullet just scratched him." Carlisle kissed my hand. He rubbed my cheek before walking out of the room.

I feel lonely. I don't know what to think. I sit here, staring at a wall. I don't know how long I stared, thinking. A day, an hour, a minute. I want peace. I shouldn't have ever gotten involved with Jacob. My father probably feels terrible about making me date him. I can't blame him. He thought Jacob was good.

I entered my house and felt someones arms wrap around my waist. I gasped and screamed. A hand quickly covered my mouth. I looked behind me and saw Jacob. I sighed and shushed him. He let go of me and gave me a peck on my lips. I tip-toed over to the stairs. I motioned for Jacob to follow me.

I was still living at my Dads house. We tip-toed up the stairs and in my room. I could hear my Dad softly snoring. I locked the door behind me and gaped at Jacob.

"What the hell are you doing here!" I whispered. I shook his head and pushed me against the wall and kissed me. I tried to keep this a passionate kiss, but all he wanted was a hot, steamy, kiss. He pushed my legs around his hips and held my bum. I gasped. He forced his tongue in my mouth.

"I want you," He would mumbled. I denied and told him no. He didn't listen and pinned me down to my bed.

That was the night, I lost my innocents. Also the night Jacob changed.

I screamed and cried at the painful memory. I should have called for Charlie. But I didn't. I was afraid. I always knew that Jacob didn't love me. I never did either. I don't know why it took me so long to realize it. I want Edward.

"Edward!" I yelled. I clutched the blanket to my chest and cried. I had my eyes slammed shut. Tears leaked out from of my eyes. I felt a cold hand brush my hair back. I shot my eyes open.

"E-Edward?" I asked.

"I am so sorry, baby." Edward whispered. He was in a wheel chair. He was wearing a hospital gown. He had a bandage wrapped around the top of his head and chest.

"We are okay, baby." He cried.

He grabbed my hand and cried into it. My eyes started to droop. I shook my head and sat up. I finally saw what my stomach looked like. I screamed and took my hand from Edward. I shook and screamed. Edward was trying to calm me down. I just shook my head.

SLUT

Was scared on my stomach.

"He killed our baby! He did this to us! He ruined us!" I cried. Edward sat up and wrapped me in his arms. I almost immediately calmed down. I missed him so much.

"I am never going to have a baby!" I screamed. Edward winced and grabbed my face. He kissed my tears. I looked into his caring green eyes. He kissed my lips. I sobbed into the kiss and hugged him close to me.

Then, everything happened in slow motion. Edward fell from my arms. I hit the emergency button and reached for Edward. I screamed as blood dripped from his head wound. I yelled and screamed for help. Suddenly, five doctors, including Carlisle, ran in. They grabbed Edward and took him from me. A nurse came in to calm me down.

"You better fucking keep your promise Edward Cullen! You can't leave me!" I cried. The nurse shook her head and injected me again. I was placed back down and forced to fall asleep.

He ruined us.

April 8th 2015