One Night

chapter two

Jennie's POV

I and Lisa head into the cafeteria and sitting with Jisoo and Rosé, we decided to talk about our plans for tonight since we've almost talked about everything.

Honestly, I'm really glad that I met the three of them, they're really the best. Whenever someone's down, we all gather up to cheer up that one person, I love how we are all supportive to each other and that we are all achieving our dreams together.

Jisoo is a really nice and goofy person, she jokes a lot as always, sometimes crazy too, but she's got that class clown effect because everybody in our class laughs at her jokes. We met in 2nd-year high school or, so-called 10th grade, we were sophomores at that time. I was groupmates with her during chemistry class and we had to learn so much stuff and it was so tiring, we both decided to go to my house since we had a project to finish and the due was just in a day, and after that night we've got so much closer and we became best friends too.

Rosé, on the other hand, she's really kind and somewhat introverted too, and just like I stated earlier, she really loves reading books as in all kinds of books! Fiction, Romance, Mystery, and so much more. We once had a project and we had to summarize every chapter of a book with no searching online at all. Rosé obviously chose one of the Harry Potter book series and we had to read a total of 317 pages. I was glad that she summarized it to me because I didn't get it, and I would prefer to watch the movie more than the book. She's the master of books, a literal book-worm.

And of course I already did explained Lisa. Lisa would be first because she will be my 'soon-to-be' lover.

Just kidding! Well.. unless..

"Jennie! Snap out of your mind! Are you daydreaming once again and talking to yourself?", Jisoo suddenly snapped her fingers in front of me which made me flinch, I noticed Lisa's furrowed eyebrows as she pulls Jisoo back to her seat.

"Let her be, she might be thinking of something important.", Lisa said to Jisoo while Jisoo huffs annoyingly.

"Jeez, such an overprotective and tough girl.", Jisoo teasingly smirked at Lisa and wiggled her eyebrows as Lisa leaned her back in her chair once again.

Lisa's POV

Was I being to obvious? Oh goodness gracious, I would rather accidentally bite my tongue than be so obvious in front of Jennie.

Jennie has been my crush since the day we first met, I still remember how she smiled so brightly at me, showing her pure innocent, gummy smile. I remember being in detention for me to just see her, but hopefully, I won't be that much as obsessed because it would hurt a lot soon.

I know she's straight. She has told me all of her ex-crushes, and I'm not gonna lie, her taste with men is really nice. She told me once that she likes someone who takes care of her, have time with her, and is very respectful. I swear, her future boyfriend and husband will be so lucky to have her in the future.

But I remember that it wasn't me who's going to take care of her as a girlfriend soon, I will never become her girlfriend, or even wife. It's impossible, we will only stay as friends as we both promised.

While me, being a lesbian here, falling for Jennie everyday as soon as days goes by. I once did try to lessen my feelings for her but I couldn't help but fall for her more, she's the best person I've ever met and will always be the best person.

How I wish to always hug her, kiss her, hold her hands and even more so. I'm sure I'm not just obsessed with her, but I really do love her, I want to take her home and make her her favorite meals and we'll watch movies. I might be weird, but I did imagine my future with her, and I don't care if I'm weird, I just want to have the right to finally make her mine.

I snapped back to reality. Woah, good thing no one has noticed that I'm talking to myself here. I took a glance at Jennie, and as always, she's the most beautiful goddess I have ever seen. I love her smile whenever she's talking to someone, the same thing she gives to me. God, I wish I could cup her cute cheeks and kiss her softly afterward.

"Look what we have here, a blushing tall girl with bangs while admiring her love of her li-", I cut Jisoo off by immediately covering her mouth. What the heck! She's gonna expose me with those words!

"Mmmmph! Let me go with your stinky ass hands!", Jisoo mumbled as pushed me away. I groaned.

"Don't ever do that again, Soo.", I shoved her fried chicken drumroll into her mouth, she ate it anyway.

I looked back once at Jennie and she was giggling, Shit! I am doomed! I will have to hold on to my dear life!

I panicked and excused myself by going to the restroom, washing my face over and over again.

I didn't care about my makeup, I never did a full on glam makeup. It's too much for me, I'd just simply draw on my eyebrow and just put on a simple lipstick and done. Easy right? I don't know how girls can take 1 hour by just doing their makeup.

I don't know what to feel, I trust Jisoo with all my life, I even told her the person I admire the most in my whole entire life. She can't just expose me like that! Very ridiculous decision, Soo.

As much as I love Jennie with my life, I'm still not ready to talk to her about my feelings. I'm scared of what will happen next, what if she rejects me? Or even worst, our years of friendship will be gone to waste? What if we became strangers to each other after I confess?

My mind was full of complicated stuff, even though I passed the exams for this term. It was like I was overloaded with projects again but with other stuff.

I sighed as I dried my face with the handkerchief that was in my pocket, putting back on my makeup once again.

Turning my back to the door, I saw her again.

"Lisa are you okay?"