Sometimes its hard to smile.. Sometimes its hard to keep up the façade.. This ideal image of a carefree loving bubbly girl sometimes you just have to break down and cry. Not just cry I admit more like sob uncontrollably hard and fast like a tidal waves of emotions it can crash down on my life..
But I am not alone. You are never alone. I don't even know the true power, the meaning and the consequences of this word.
Depression.
Some people -and I admit neither do i -truly understand the meaning of the word. Different from sadness or grief or disappointment in many ways. Its much more gripping, tightening, harder to deal with than sadness. You can't control depression: It controls you.
I am purely sad, emotional and tired, stressed out my brain but i am not depressed.. So i can only imagine the effects it can have on someones life. The uncontrollable loathing, furious hatred, immense sadness, I cannot believe the intensity of these feelings. But i have watched them take over one of my friends life.. And i have seen of many others, some of whom cannot stand to live in this constant state of negativity. But they cannot help it.
Like everyone else they need love, long undivided attention and someone they can trust. Sometimes it will be hard for you because in this state of hate, anger and sadness they forget you need love to. But as their friend or loved one you owe them the love, patience and respect they deserve.
Respect and love concurs. Share your smile.
Jx
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The way of a muddled mind
SonstigesI'm just your average teenage girl. Nothing special or extra ordinary- just me. I wanted to share: my thoughts; day to day struggles; all my favourite things and overall my personal view on life. So um yeah? This is the way of my muddled mind. Jx
