The pain and hate in her eyes made his heart race. She is feeling so horrible now, She couldn't even believe she let him kiss her and moreover she kiss him to. Now she know, even she tried to get ride of her feelings, its not possible for her. She can't do anything but loving him.
Now she is scared. What if he leave her knowing the truth about her, she don't want that to happened. Thats why she tired to keep distance between him even tho the feeling his touch gave her, she tried to get over them. But now the kiss just changed everything. That mean a lot to her.
She was helpless to ignore the kiss, she can't be blind infront that. She know what she have done by kissing him. Its just her love letting that happen.
Soo he rosed up to the only could hear her crying voice along with the shower running. With out any second he just rush there to see her crying under the shower letting her body in the cold floor.
She want to let go of her pain.
Taehyung : Yn!?
He tried to get her attention but she didn't look at him. That he went beside her. He tried to grasp her but she just push him away. She shouted furiously.
Yn : DON'T DARE TO TOUCH ME AGAIN!
He gulp seeing her like that she looks so pathetic. He could see she is hurt. This is the first time he is seeing her crying like this. Looking so heart broken and began angry at the same time.He got worried of her behavior.
Taehyung : Princess what what happened!?
After doing everything he have to guts to ask her this. She got more furious at his that she shouted.
Yn : YOU ARE ASKING ME WHAT HAPPENED.!? EVEN AFTER DOING THIS MUCH YOU ARE ASKING WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED.DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO ME. NO!? RIGHT!?
She shouted while crying hard.This so much her to handle together.He is becoming more close to her day by day.Not only he she is also getting more close to him.
And its getting hard to move away from each other, when she have go away from him after her mission but he made that worst, she have already fell in love with him. And the end is going to be more than just pain for them.
Seeing her getting furious. He tried to remain calm, he know there is no use getting mad at her now.
Taehyung : Princess just. Just listen to i. I didn't.. I didn't mean-
His words layed off when he felt her hand against his cheeks. She slapped him very hardly. That made him stumble in his spot. For a second his mind ust froze at the moment. He felt horrible by her action. His eyes almost got welled up by that his eyes got bloodshoted.
He didn't though she will do something like this to him.He nerve got click, he got furious by her sudden action but he just suppressed them.She just seized his collar against her and shouted at him while crying..
Yn : Shut up just shut up.What you think about yourself Kim Taehyung!?Do you think i will listen to you even after doing this all to me.You still don't know what you are doing to me.You don't know anything.You just can't make me love you like this.You you can't love me like this.I can't be with you forever like this.I can't make you happy.I'm not a girl you think of.I'm not a girl for you.Just understand that.Please understand that. Please don't love me Taehyung.Why why you are treating me like i'm someone great. I'm nothing but a burden trash. But still you choose me to love huh!? Each and every second with you feel like dream to me, that i don't want wake up. You you are making me so special. I.. I can't understand why why you are making me feeling loved.You won't be happy with me.I.. I can't give you the love you deserved You will be in pain.You will get pain Tae.Because of me you will be in pain.I'm sorry Tae. Please i can't be like this with you.Sorry Tae I'm sorry forgive me.
