Is this my life?

My House

Cole P.O.V
April 16, 2020

Holy shit. Thats all I can say to myself. You all thought I was gonna fuck her huh and get her over with. Well let me tell you! I cant tell you anything, that was exactly my plan. She did something to me to my heart? I couldn't just fuck her or anything like that. I cared to much what the hell is this feeling. Why is life so confusing.

No matter what had happened in that closet I needed her now. Not like how Bianca thinks she needs me. Its more so she broke my cycle. Somethings different about this girl. She Isn't the normal girl you would see down the street here. At least for me shes a girl who I feel attached to by a red string or something.

"Your number" I whisper to her pulling out my phone and handing it to her

She put it in and handed me the phone back I can tell shes still in LaLa land shes been there since we left the closet.

I get up and go over to Chris. I haven't said much about Chris. Other than shes my best friend. But she also fucks around girl to girl like me although she stopped about two months ago. She never told me why and she never really talked about it.

"Chris I found her" I grab her shoulders looking in her eyes

"The new girl? Is it her?" She smirks immediately knowing what I was talking about.

Get you a friend who reads your mind

"Yes! Its the new girl her names Brooke by the way shes...wow"

Chris just nods her head and laughs at me

I turn my head to see Brooke grabbing her stomach again shes zoned out way more. What happened? I look over at Bianca seeing she has the worse smirk in history. She always gets this smirk when she does something. Im gonna kill her one day I swear.

I walk over to Brooke grabbing her hand off her stomach.

"Hey lets go to my place" I tell her helping her up

She cant respond shes in quiet mode I look around for a quick second to look at everyone staring.

"Yea guys we gonna head out probably go to ice cream or something" I shrug

Brooke gives a small wave as I lead her out the school keeping her close to me

"what happened? Why were you so uncomfortable" I stick my hands in my pockets walking to my car

She shakes her head shes out of the zone finally "That girl that girl with the black hair. She so mean"

"Bianca" I mumble balling up my fist

I open the door for her and she jumps in I close it then hop in the drivers seat.

"Bianca is a bitch a psychotic bitch" I start driving to my house assuming she wanted to go

The drive wasn't too silent I learned about her mom and she learned about my sisters. My sisters should be home so I might as well warn her what shes about to witness.

I pull into our driveway this whole neighborhood is filled with suburban homes. So ours never looked too special

I turned off the car and left the car. Brooke seemed to be doing better she wasn't zoned and she had a cute smile. I opened the door and looked around no one no sisters. They have to be in their rooms.

"Water?" I ask her showing her over to the couch "we can watch something until you want to go back"

"Yea waters fine and sure a movie will be great"

I nod and hand her a cup of water sitting on the couch next to her turning on a kids movie

"Really a kids movie?"

"Yes a kids movie you got a problem with it"

"Idiot"

I just laugh and stretch. Shes so far away why? Am I supposed to want her closer? Time to make moves right now. I scoot over to her wrapping an arm around her. She didnt jump this time. Am I in, she must trust me, stop it Cole this is the girl that broke your cycle broke the chains on your heart.

I take slow deep breaths as I move my arm around her letting her lay on my chest again she seems to like my chest. My breathing patterns may calm her anxiety. Its so easy to tell she has anxiety. Panic attacks even I am lucky the one in the closet was so small. Shes so small against me though like one of my sisters. Speaking of my sisters where are they?