Is this my life?

The Beginning

Cole P.O.V
April 16, 2020

Walking into the school doesnt even feel the same from when I was a kid, I don't think I would even want it to be the same honestly. I cant tell if im living the life or i'm living a nightmare thats in a repeated cycle waiting to be broken.

As i'm walking to the library, the normal place to skip classes mostly this early in the morning, i'm stopped by my best friend Christine. Me and Christine met as children shes always been my right hand girl. I was even the first person she came out to.

"Did you see her, Did you see her?" She repeatedly squeals into my ear.

I duck back and shake my head too early to make any type of conversation she continues to blabber on about something new? I cant hear her anymore just too deep into my thoughts before I hear a loud bang next to us.

"Fuck!" This beautiful new girl exclaimed.

I stare at her for a while before walking over, is this what chris was talking about? She sure did seem to freeze when I started walking to her.

"Hey what seems to be the problem." I ask her seeing shes having locker troubles. She gives me a glare and I just smile, grabbing the lock from her jiggling it then pulling it open.

"There you are" I laugh and stick out a hand
"My names Cole by the way Cole Briggs youve probably seen it on the trophies or anything like that"

Ok maybe I like to show off the trophies with my name on it in the trophy cases ranging from track to football to even chess. I hated that they were there but hey some girls seemed to like it and at this point in life who gives a fuck. My dad even told me 'maybe some pussy will help'. Im not too ok with the whole get some pussy plan but it seemed to be working. In the pass few months ive been getting girls and girls pussy and pussy. Ive gotten almost the whole senior party of girls. A mans dream but not mine.

"Thanks and i'm Brooke Heartland, do you know where this class is?" She points to her schedule.

I scratch my head and quickly shake it a clear lie since I've been here for 4 years. I look over in the direction of chris seeing shes made her way to the library. I turn back towards Brooke looking her in her eyes.

"Come to the library with us its a way better first day than just going to class" I tell her still holding her hand my other hand moving her hair out her face. I heard girls like this touch makes them flustered.

I can tell how hesitant she is this part always frustruates me like god why are woman so difficult. I shouldnt let her think for too long she may plan something or even overthink. Thats what I noticed my first two times doing this women tend to overthink or even plan something way farther than you even imagined.

She nodded I think she said something but I didnt hear that or I didnt want to hear. I instantly held her hand and took her to the library where we met up with everyone. I looked around the room and instantly Bianca Smith. Theres no telling how many times I've been drunk and fucked her. Theres no telling how many times I've been sober and fucked her. After a break up I came back to her. Although last month I hated her she now craves me and I dont crave her. Shes attached herself to me and now shes psychotic I even told the guys and they dont listen nor care. What's up with people these days.

Brooke and I took our seats seeing they were playing spin the bottle. 'Perfect choice guys perfect time to finish out the plan too easy just like the rest of them' I had said to myself grabbing the bottle and spinning it. I had the perfect spin I could make it land on anyone I wanted. I may look really stupid or even say pretty dumb things but I had a great brain for any subject I just never used it on anything else atleast thats what I thought.

Of course with the perfect spin I make it land right next to me right on Brooke the oo's and aa's start I roll my eyes and get up everything had went quiet and I heard one person one scuff Bianca Smith. I grabbed Brookes hand and led her to the closet we used for this type of stuff. Shes so quiet she cant even look me in the eye its kind of cute. What am I saying  get in get out its a simple plan dont fuck it up. Shes holding her shirt shes nervous, scared, worried. Shit why do I have to be so caring.

"Hey we dont have to do anything we can just sit and talk theres no time limit" I chuckle putting the boxes together like a bench and sitting on them

What the fuck cole.