An American and a British boy.

Chapter 6

Ranboos pov:

TW: Swearing, Angst -- (Angst starts) ____ (angst ends)

I have been at Tommys for a week and we still haven't done the Fanfiction stream, I should go remind him. "Hey Tommy" He looks back at me for a small while, just staring, "are you trying to make me uncomfortable?" He nods and walks over, "what do you need ran?" "Remember the fanfiction stream we have got to do?" He laughs and nods. "Go get changed and grab your mask and glasses Ran." I nod and run up stairs and change into some proper clothes, on my way out I pick up my mask and glasses. "RANBOOB THE STREAM WANTS YOU TO HURRY!" "I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW YOU STARTED THE STREAM!" I say running past Tommy and run into the streaming room.

I sat down on my stool and tommy walked to his chair, "So chat what we feeling? Wattpad or Ao3?" Tommy asks chat and they spam Wattpad for a straight 2 minutes. "Wattpad it is then." I say and Tommy pulls up Wattpad, and looks back at chat. "what is our ship name chat?" They started my saying tomboo or raninnit. Tommy typed Tomboo into the search bar and we saw about 60 books pop up, a little surprised. Tommy started laughing and clicked on a book, we got about half way through it before it reached the 3 hour mark, and honestly I was surprised and so was Tommy, but I think chat was enjoying being red to as it was mostly quiet with an odd comment show up in chat, and there were 50,000 people online.

"Tommy almost all of chat is quiet." I whisper into his ear, and he did a small nod, and ended the stream. "That was a very interesting stream." I speak up, and he looks at me from the side and nods, "Yeah it was! Like who randomly kisses someone?" I laugh, "Okay but I was YOUR character who did it in the story." He rolls his eyes playfully and I stick my tounge out at him. Tommy starts laughing at me and I just walk away, oh he has no idea... how much I want to kiss him. I think to myself as I walk away silently. I am chilling on my phone and before I know it, it has been and hour and Tommy hasn't come into the room at all, I go down to the streaming room and open the door. "I'm telling you Wilbur! It isn't easy confessing to someone!" I shut the door and go back up to Tommys room with tears threating to fall.

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I make it to tommys room and I sit on the bed with a hurt expression lacing my entire face, I would never be who he likes.... because no one has liked me before, why would someone like me now, I have just never had luck with love. but this is different, this love is stronger than any else. Tears covered my face and they silently fell of my face and onto my legs, I pull my legs into my chest and just let the tears flow, not wanting anything to happen, not wanting my crush to walk in and see me like this... when you love someone for as long as I have, it is hard to let go... but eventually you have to. but I just don't want to let him go, not right now. ________ I wipe my face clean of any tears and I go to the bathroom and splash my face with water. I look back into the mirror to see tommy looking over my shoulder. "Sorry I took so long... I was talking with Wilby! I mean Wilbur." I laugh and hug him.

"So does that mean that you are okay with it?" I nod and say yes, but next time he better tell me. "wanna watch a movie big man?" I nod and he drags me back into his room by my hand and my face flushes a bright pink but I shake that out of my system. We reach his room and he doesn't let go of my hand and instead just pulls me over to the bed and we sit down, I turn the T.V on and Tommy pick a movie. I tried to part our hands but he just squeeze's it harder, I just let him hold my hand and I just hold it back.