this novel is written in two languages: English and Arabic .
هذه الرواية مكتوبة باللغتين الإنجليزية والعربية .
Kim HanByeol a girl suffering with Haphephobia .
كيم هانبيول فتاة تعاني من رهاب اللمس .
jeon JungKook a psychiatrist .
جيون جونغكوك طبيب...
I went back to my room after I finished cleaning with my mom , i lied on my bed hugged my pillow that had my favourite anime picture on it , and went back on thinking about what the talk that i had with my mom while cleaning.
اوووه! هذه الصورة لا تتبع إرشادات المحتوى الخاصة بنا. لمتابعة النشر، يرجى إزالتها أو تحميل صورة أخرى.
{ Flach back }
《 Mom do you Need more help or we are done ?》hanbyeol asked her mother as she was getting exhausted , and then the reply came from her mom as she said * no that's all we are done * , 《ok then am heading to my room. sweet dreams mom 》 said hanbyeol with sleepy eyes, * but i want to have a word with you honey * , said her mom with a worried expression on her face that made hanbyeol a little stressed .
She settled down in the place where her mom had patted beside her and opened her ears and mind to hear what her mom has to say , her mom cleared her throat and said very rapidly * honey , am so proud of you and what you had become I can see that my little girl is now a grown up women . But honey do you really want to go to Newyork , like do you really want to go to college , i know that you want to continue your studies but honey you know that we can bring you the best teachers and we will support you and give you every thing and anything you want and need , so do you really have to go , am just so worried about you that i don't want you to go to be honest . And what's freaking me out is that your quiet * .
Hanbyeol stayed quietly observing her mother features she can clearly see the worrisomenees , she sight and spoke 《mom i understand, i really do understand the place where your talking from but please you need to try to understand me as well , i will go straightforwardly to the point i want to have children, i want to fall in love just like you did i want to be a girl , i want to travel , go to the movies , i want to feel normal mom , i want to complete my studies and be successful , i want to be able to feel the human touch without me passing out or fainting or throwing up all my food that if i ate food , i want to have friends, and enjoy life is what am asking wrong , i think that i have the right to have a normal life 》 .
Hanbyeol said her last words while weeping her tears off of her cheeks , which made her mom cry as well .
After 5 minutes of sobbing lightly with her mom on her side , they finally stopped , then her mom said : * you should have said this from the beginning , am just so worried about you , but you have confised me , i want you to know that i love you and that i will always support you no matter what happens, your mom's hug is always available *
HanByeol looked at her mom with a huge smile on her face but little did her mom know that her daughter is as scared and worried as her mom but she's just acting brave.
