As someone who loves Seokrona and writing, I thought it would be fun to write AU's about them! I'm gonna be writing multiple on this Wattpad, so pick whatever floats your boat 🚢
story #1: dancing with your ghost
story #2: break your heart
listen to sasha sloan's "dancing with your ghost" while reading this! (especially during the letter) ⬇️
it is april 2nd 2026. exactly four years after rona had died. some people had gotten better after rona's death, but seokhoon had it worse. every day, seokhoon would cry wishing to see rona one more time. especially when it was her death anniversary.
after crying silently in his room for two hours, seokhoon finally decided to calm down. he had to go pick up jenny to go to rona's grave together. he didn't want to show jenny and rona his devastated state. he closed his door quietly, before realizing that seokkyung was in the hallway waiting for him.
"did you cry again?"
seokhoon then realized that seokkyung also was going to rona's grave. he replied back, "no, i wasn't. let's go." seokkyung didn't believe it. who would when his eyes were red and swollen? but, seokkyung didn't say anything and followed her brother.
*** seokhoon's car
"are you two gonna write another letter this year too? i was thinking we should write a group letter."
every year after rona's death, seokhoon always wrote a letter to rona. it was the only way for him to talk with her. and jenny started doing it two years later. seokkyung never wrote a letter to rona, which would make it her first time to do so.
"umm.. i'm okay with that. but, i don't know about seokhoon. i think he would want to write one to her separately.," jenny replied. and she was right. he only wanted rona to see what he was thinking. she looked at seokhoon through the rear mirror, and without his saying anything, she understood. after all, rona is seokhoon's everything.
*** rona's grave
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"how have you been? are you not cold?," seokhoon asked. it was hard. really hard. seeing her bright face on her grave, but not in person had him go crazy. the tears he let out three hours ago were coming back, and it seemed to him that it wasn't gonna stop. jenny and seokkyung were beside him, also getting emotional. it wasn't easy for them too.
"we'll come back soon."
*** rona's room
coming to rona's house wasn't hard for seokhoon. he always came. he would cry in her room, sleep in her room, and sometimes talk with yoonhee. today, yoonhee wasn't at home, which had seokhoon ease. he didn't want her to hear him cry.
entering rona's room, he slowly walked to her desk. he then took out a piece of paper that was in his coat pocket and began writing his fourth letter to rona.
***
to rona: it's me, seokhoon. i still wonder why heaven took you away from me. i yell at the sky and scream at the world for an answer. i still haven't gotten it, but i'm not giving up. why did you have to go away so fast? do you remember when we went to the han river for our first date? we sat on a bench, holding hands really tightly, while looking at the clouds. i think of that moment a lot, and realize how the clouds we were looking at is now your home. but... where are you exactly located? i guess heaven only knows where you are now. mom, jenny, minhyuk, and seokkyung told me to find someone new. but how do i love again? how do i trust again when you left... like that. to be honest, i stay up all night telling myself i'm all right and that you're here with me. i tell myself that you're just harder to see than most. but we all know that's not true. i still listen to our playlist we made for our record player. i put the record on and wait till i hear our song. the song that you sang in front of the whole class while i played the piano. that was our first ever performance together. i listen to it every night... while dancing with your ghost. you never got the chance to say your last goodbye, and it breaks me to know that i couldn't see you in your last moment. i know i gotta move on from it, but it still really hurts to try. i'll try though. for you. and for me. i miss you so much. and i love you so much. can you please come back to me?
- your eternal lover, seokhoon.
***
after finishing the letter, seokhoon folded it and softly put it in an envelope. tears had been coming out non-stop ever since he began writing, and they weren't stopping. he missed his girl so much. he knew rona wouldn't see the letters, but he felt the need to write one every year.
*knock knock*
realizing he was in rona's room, he got himself together and opened the door. it was yoonhee, but as soon as she saw him, fluster appeared on her face. "what are you doing here, seokhoon? and why are your eyes so red?," she asked. "oh, i came here to write a letter for rona. that's why my eyes are red.," he replied back. it finally brought the attention to seokhoon that yoonhee got flustered when she saw him. it was the first time she was so surprised when she saw him. "why were you so shocked when you saw me? i come here every day..." yoonhee looked at him and said, "oh, cause it's so... late. i didn't think you would be here so late."
it only had been eight thirty. and seokhoon was so confused. "it's not late.. it's only eight thirty.. why did you knock when it's only eight?" before yoonhee had any time to respond, a special visitor caught seokhoon's eye.
