Define: Melix

Prolouge (Part 2)

Hey!!!So here is the second chapter, it's gonna be really really long as well so yeah get comfortable,so this is Marzia's part of the story and her past self that she never told anyone so yeah que in Marzia.

Quick thing before we watch the thing this chapter song recommendation is: Rude by Magic (Zedd remix)

Yeah and that is all and I guess the chapter is gonna start....

Marzia POV

My eyes just shot opened and I quickly jumped off my bed and starting gasping for air and breathing in and out heavily.

I took a look at my surroundings, I was in my regular sized bed in my not so big room that had a big space that was covered in a desk full of stuff and a small table next to my bed, a window with a small gap for me to sit in.

I sighed and run my fingers through my hair.

Another nightmare

I have been getting nightmares about......I can't even bare to say it without cringing a bit, I hated it.

I plopped back into my bed and sighed, I looked in my side and my laptop was just sitting there, waiting for me to press opened.

Which I did.

I opened YouTube. Once I did it brought me to the homepage of my channel.

CutiePieMarzia.

It made me have a faint smile, despite me having that terrible nightmare. I loved my marzipans, I had over 5 million of them and that makes me happy that many people support me.

Even though they don't know the truth....

But none the less I couldn't help myself and watch a few videos, I was quite excited that Vidcon was coming up, I was super excited to meet some of my marzipans, but I'm also scared, I have social anxiety and super shy. Sometimes I wonder how I get the courage to press the upload button. Scared of the judgement and the haters, but soon enough I found a way to deal with them.

I decided to get some coffee to relax my mind a little, I lazily took the sheets off of me and sat up straight on my bed and got up. Maya was still asleep on my bed so I wanted to be as quiet as possible.

Maya is my pet dog. She is a little pug that keeps me company in my apartment, she is absolutely adorable and cute and caring. She was a bit far but none the less I loved her

I walked out of my room, my eyes still tired.

I walked in my not so interesting hallways full of pictures. I walked over to the kitchen and took out a mug and started to make myself some coffee.

After a while my cup of coffee was done. I poured into my mug and I then walked towards my room ready to sit back and relax on this Saturday morning and watch some videos with Maya.

On my way to my room I passed my weird hallway again, but I decided to look at the pictures, I saw a picture of me and my best friend Daizo. Another one was me and my big brother Dan. Then I saw one of my parents. I stopped in my tracks and looked at the picture and admired my parents.

Flashbacks we're going through my eyes..

Oh no, the memories.....they are all coming back.

I shot opened my eyes.

"Don't think about it Marzia". I told myself quietly not wanting to remember.

I then opened the door of my room I drank some of the coffee then put it on the small table next to my bed. I plopped back to my bed.