Define: Melix

Prologue (Part 1)

A/N Hey!!So this is gonna be a very very very very very long chapter, so get cozy cos this is gonna take a while, a really really long while. Oh yeah just saying this chapter is crazy long, i mean it will take you a long time to finish this, but it's good, and chapters won't be this long, definitely not this long, I just need a introduction so you get the story line so I hope you enjoy: D. So yeah it would be Felix POV for this one then Part 2 would be Marzia's. So hope you enjoy The 1st Prologue and feed back will be much appreciated :).

Felix POV

I was looking at my phone scrolling through countless of social media while walking back to my house

I know that people say generation today are just terrible since smartphones taken over their lives or a phone ruins a certain person lives, but that just doesn't work with me, I feel like phones are escape of reality and something that would make you forget

I know most adults will be like."You should get a real job and not live in YouTube" or "Playing video games for a living? You need to get a life!!".Yes, I do get some of those stuff considering I'm a YouTuber, and yes I play video games for a living, people say that's awesome, people say that is sad and just lame, but in fact I'm the most subscribed Youtuber on YouTube and have over 35 million subscribers

I know that sounds crazy and it still sounds crazy to me, i have more bros then some population in countries, I love my bros like they are my family. Yeah I know I sound crazy that I feel this way to people who I don't even know, but I feel a connection, I feel like I'm talking to them even though in talking to a camera.

But in my videos I get help but have this guilt that on not being me. In my videos you see me like a completely happy guy, someone who makes people laugh, make himself laugh who always have a smile on his face. But that.....thats just not me, it's not the real me, my real self is so different from that, it's like the complete opposite. It puts such a bad taste in my mouth that I'm not being myself. I'm not completely committed to my channel, and I don't want to disturb the 35 million people who looks up to me, but no one knows the real me.

And it's just so frustrating, it kills me that I'm not being honest. But my past is something that still haunted my present

Well let's go back to the sneak peek of the past

Flashback

I just finished my last football practice at school, and my last normal day at school, and I made it perfect, I listen to class,I didn't bully anyone, I gave effort to football,I didn't make out with some random chick and I didn't prank anyone. I'm making everything perfect, completely, cause tomorrow its my graduation. One of my biggest day of my life. Highschool had so many things, I used to be a bullied geek but now I'm the king of the school.

When I walk down school people looked at me with nervous looks and girls winks at me, I smirked at them.

I'm gonna end this year with a bang, but this time a good bang.

I'm not gonna bully anyone, I'm not gonna to make out with a random girl, I'm not gonna prank teachers, Im gonna make my last day, the nicest, I don't wanna be remembered as the bully, I wanted to be remember as the nice guy for once, just for graduation tomorrow.

I them walked to my motorcycle and put in my helmet and then roared my engine and drove out of school

I wanted graduation to be amazing and perfect and memorable, and...i want my dad to be there.

I was nervous asking him about it, he.....never talks to me.

Ever since mom left with my sister, he felt completely outraged, and he would often get drunk.