PAST | taegyu

yol set

Some warning of self harm buds :)
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Taehyun was awake with a very loud crying. He looks beside him just to be meet with a cold bed next to him, Beomgyu is missing. The crying is getting loud second by second. Taehyun quickly jump off the bed and follows the crying. He looks in the bathroom but he met no one there. "Kitchen", Taehyun quickly runs towards the kitchen, just to be meet by blood stains on the floor. It's not that much but it's still bloods. "BEOMGYU!", Taehyun yells in surprise after seeing the mention boy holding his right arm.

"GO AWAY! TAEHYUN DOESN'T LOVE GYU!", he says while throwing a tantrum. Taehyun was lost. His mind went insanely blank. What did he do? he thought to himself. Suddenly, his hands quickly grabs for the kitchen knife and puts it in the sink. He pulled Beomgyu in a hug even the boy is throwing tantrums. After a second Beomgyu slowly slow down from going crazy, Taehyun quickly takes him to the bathroom. Don't get him wrong, but for what he sees om Beomgyu's arm is not that bad and he manage to calm Beomgyu first before doing anything else. Keeping yourself calm can help you solve your problems ;)

After what looks like 30 minutes passed. Taehyun was bandaging Beomgyu's arm. "Gyu. Explain baby", he ask softly to the said boy while giving kisses to his bandage arm. "G-gyu saw H-Hyu-Hyunjin text on Taehyun's p-phone", he said still sobbing a little. "Hmm? What did he said?", Taehyun was curious but he doesn't want to left Beomgyu here just to read that guy stupid text. At this moment, Beomgyu is fully calm but he doesn't look at Taehyun face. "He said that he wants Hyunnie to leave Gyu because he knows that Hyunnie doesn't really love Gyu", his eyes is full with new tears. Taehyun smile softly and hugs him. His doesn't think it's funny, but this is serious. The way Beomgyu just slash his arm without any hesitation and second thought, really shows that he loves him.

Same goes to Taehyun, he will do anything for his baby, his Beomgyu. He brakes the hug and claim Beomgyu's lips. They shared a kiss, not just a soft kiss but a reminder that they love each other. They know they do, but Beomgyu being in his little space makes him anxious about little things. They broke the kiss, and Taehyun is holding Beomgyu's arm, "Don't hurt yourself baby. You know you're hurting me too right?", Beomgyu wipes his tears and nods before saying 'I'm sorry' with his little voice. Taehyun pulled him in his arms and bring him out from the bathroom just to be set on the bed.

"Now take some rest while I do our breakfast okay?", he speak softly while looking at Beomgyu with warm smile and caressing his hair. Beomgyu just nods and slip himself in the comforter.

Hyunlix moment

"Felix", Hyunjin calling for him from his house. Felix answer him quickly with a 'yes' in a questioning way. "I need you", he says with a breaking voice. Felix doesn't ask him what's wrong, instead, he says that he's on his way to Hyunjin's house.

"Hyunjin, what's wrong-", he doesn't yet finished his question when twi arms are wrap around his torso and make him shock in surprise. Hyunjin? Hyunjin is hugging me? he thought to himself while still a bit surprised. He hugs back when he felt Hyunjin's arms are wrap more tight around him. "Hey what's wrong?", he ask softly.

"I-I dreamed I lost you", Hyunjin starts with a shaking voice. Felix slowly lead them to the sofa and set them down. "I don't want to lost you", he says again, tears fall from his eyes. "Hey, hey don't cry. I'm here", Felix says while trying to calm him down. "How I'm supposed to know if you are? What if I'm going crazy and you really died and this is just my hallucinations?", Hyunjin said while laughing in a hurt way. Felix doesn't like this a bit. He knows that Hyunjin been suffering from a disease. He got it from being to stress out with his life, and knowing that Taehyun doesn't like him back and was in a relationship with a guy he hates, doesn't help him a bit.

"If you don't mind, I can make you feel me Hyunjin", Felix says while stroking Hyunjin's soft hair. "Don't call me Hyunjin", Hyunjin says sulking. Felix always calls him 'baby' 'babe' 'puppy' and all does pet names, he likes it but doesn't want to show it to Felix because what if Felix just called him like that because it was just a 'bro thing'? On a second thought, bro doesn't do that kind of stuff, right?

"Let's feel each other baby"

Back to Taegyu =]

Taehyun looks at his phone screen. Beomgyu fell asleep after eating lunch. Taehyun play with his little one before he went to sleep while they're watching his favourite cartoon. He never open Hyunjin's messages, he never cared. He looks at Beomgyu for second and turn his gaze back to his phone. He sigh. "Why you have to open his chat when you have a lot more things you can open in my phone?", he ask the sleeping boy beside him. Of course there were no replies. He deletes Hyunjin's messages and pit his phone on the night stand.

He softly plays with Beomgyu's hairs. A while after that the boy turns around. "Gyu didn't mean to open it Hyunnie~", he says with his eyes a starting to tear up a little and he expends the 'Hyunnie' in a longer sound. His voice crack at the end. Taehyun look at him for a second before pulling him into a hug. "It's okay Gyu, Hyunnie is here with you, mkay?", he left some soft kisses all over Beomgyu's face. They didn't tell Yeonjun about what happened to Beomgyu since he and Soobin was out  for a honeymoon. Beomgyu should be okay by the time they came back.

"I love you, Gyu"

"I love you more, Hyunnie"

  ~the end~

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Thanks for reading my bad and not making any sense story :( you don't know how much I appreciate you guys but I'm still new in writing this so hopefully I can make a better stories after this <3 sending virtual hugs for u guys !!