It's okay.. Breath.. Don't let him know.. It'll go away on it's own. Stay Strong.. You'll just hurt him.
Then things that run through my head while I talk to him... What's wrong with me?? Everything is going to be fine.
Trust me.. I'm a good guy, you can trust me
I know I can. I always have and always will.
Your my everything.. But it's hard to keep hurting inside.
I can't hide from you but I can't let you worry... All I need you to do is not worry
I need you to be here. I need you to hold me and kiss me and be mine.. I need you to keep me safe.
My favorite book and movie is The Fault in Our Stars because it's kinda like so much like us but different.. Every time he watches it he cries but I do too.. It's an amazing movie and brings so much love.
He's my Augustus Waters and I'm Hazel Grace.
Their word for always was okay.
Ours is forever and always because there's actually NOTHING that can break us. We both need each other and I'm afraid of losing something so perfect in life that I love so much... And I love him A LOT..
There's a bunch of feelings I've never felt before him. There new. Like him.. Four weeks.. Except we won't last four weeks....
We'll be for eternity ♥
