My Life After Zayn Left: The Diary

March 26, 2015

Dear Diary,

This morning I woke up super mad so I wrote a “nice” email to Modest! which I’m sure they L-O-V-E-D to read because I sent them the same email in my 47744830938428414 different emails I have for my 785390423955 fan-accounts I have saved either way I’m sure they loved it and here is a copy of it:

“My (un)dearest Modest!,

  I am emailing your company today to give you advice. You may be a very powerful managing company because you manage successful and talented artist such as: One Direction, Little Mix, Olly Murs, 5 Seconds of Summer, and Cheryl.  You've done  beautiful job making these artist, especially One Direction see the beauty and the benefits of being at the top, but you've also helped them see the monstrosity of being a successful artist. 

  You have over worked them, over stressed them until one of them reached their breaking point. The fan base of the 'Directioners' is very powerful, we have released the albums early, hacked into security systems and so much more to find out about what our boys are doing.  I can assure you that we don't have to hack into anything to see how you mistreat these boys. These boys were taken away from their homes and families around the age of sixteen and thrown into the spotlight to achieve their dreams. They go on world-tours yearly and are recording studio albums while on tour. In their documentary This Is Us you have the nerve to show how Zayn Malik slept for only a couple minutes just to record the albums to keep making the band successful, or in other words so YOUR Company keep getting a nice paychecks.

Since all your company cares about is the money, I can assure you that the sales will drop tremendously. Why? Well yesterday when we found out Zayn Malik left the boyband many fans have started to sell their tickets, or burn their tickets, many have deleted their fan accounts, started to rip up the merchandise you sell, and many have gone to the extreme to take away their own lives. To you this may not matter because either way you still have the money but the fifth album may not be as successful as the others have been. You lost many of your providers, so good luck trying to get money.

After five years that I have dedicated my life to One Direction I am offended by how you let the fans learn that Zayn Malik left the band. We deserved to know in a much better way than some disgusting old Facebook post. You have convinced the fans that THEY are the reason Zayn has abandoned the band. I can assure you Zayn left the band because of the may you abuse these boys mentally. How can Zayn Malik feel depressed, sad, and alone when he had about one-hundred-thousand people screaming, and worshiping his name?

I truly hope that you start to appreciate Niall Horan, Liam Payne, Harry Styles, and Louis Tomlinson. They are still here and they have to keep up with all your bullshit. I suggest that you should give these four boys a well-deserved break because trust me a two month break isn’t enough. I suggest you cancel the On the Road Again Tour and let them remember why they wanted this job, they need to miss their fans, and the traveling.

Most importantly I pray that when One Direction’s contract with MODEST! MANAGEMENT is over they find their way back to Zayn Malik and they find another and better management company so they can take over the world once again all five of them together.

You are a horrible company you have taken away the boys personalities, cultures, and sexualities. You have manufactured these boys to being fake. The boys as they were weren’t enough for you. Zayn Malik’s given name wasn’t enough for you he went from ‘Zain’ to ‘Zayn’. You worked those five boys to the bone and pressured them. You managed to portray Liam Payne, you stripped away Niall Horan’s personality into a blank page so you can use him as a puppet. You have made Louis Tomlinson to look like a homophobic jerk, which I am sure he is not. You have taken Harry Styles’ kind soul and dragged it through the mud making it seem like he’s a womanizer.  I know one thing for certain Zayn leaving the band has opened their eyes and I’m positive the remaining boys are counting the days until they get away from you, just like I am. Modest! I never say this but I devotedly hope the worst for your company.

 - A Fan”

OPPS! (Hi)

I AM SO PROUD OF THAT EMAIL and so are my followers on my fan account, they all agree with me. Today I still cried a little more because the rest of the 4/5 tweeted and it was really cute and I loved it. Especially Liam’s tweet it was SO sweet, just like him, his twitlonger was:

“In light of recent events I think this is important to say.

For the past five years now I've been part of something so special I don't think any of us really understand, something that can mean the world to people and put a smile on the face of our fans even in the darkest times. To a lot of people it's just a bunch of silly kids in a band but to the people involved it means so much more. This last week has been some of the worst times, possibly the worst it's something we are all deeply saddened by. It's sad to think for the time being we won't grace the stage as five bros or have the same fun on a tour bus or laughs in a hotel together that we have over the years but I'm super sure us and zayn will always remain the closest friends. I guess what I'm really trying to say is it's far from over. When we very 1st became successful we all agreed that one direction had become much bigger than each individual member that's why I feel like right now it's ok to be sad and upset but I do ask everyone who is a fan of us to please keep ur faith in us I'm sure there's a lot more to come all love

Liam”

THIS TWEET MADE ME CRY BECAUSE IT WAS JUST ALL I NEEDED TO HEAR. I LOVE LIAM SO MUCH, HE IS LITERALLY THE GLUE KEEPING THIS FANDOM TOGETHER AT THE MOMENT.

Well later on today, the hashtag: #CarrotForANight started it and it was amazing!! It was so great going back to the old days when EVERYTHING was so much easier, even if it was just for a night. My twitter timeline was filled with stuff like:

“SUPERMAAAAAAN!!!”

“NO JIMMY PROTSTED!”

“HOW MANY R’s ARE THERE????”

“H + N + Z + Lˆ2 = 1D”

I MISS THOSE DAYS EVERYTHING WAS SO SIMPLE AND AMAZING. I WISH I HAD EMBRACED THOSE DAYS SO MUCH MORE…

                                                      -A Fan