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rory ♡
to jack,
who would've thought that i'd be writing letters to you? i know we've not talked in years and this is probably so unexpected- you may not even see this. i really hope you still live at the address i sent this too...
i really want to apologise for everything. it was my worst decision to move away and let the fame get to my head, it wasn't a good move at all. i'm sorry for moving aurora away from you too.
i was looking through my old photo diaries, i have hundreds of photos in there of the days when we were together. however, all of the photos of us are gone- there's only pictures of me but they remind me of you.
i'll put a photo in every letter, i promise i'm not vain these photos just remind me of us haha! (i know you'll take the piss out of me if i sent photos of myself with no explanation)!
the first photo i've sent you in this letter is of our daughter, it's a shame that you haven't been able to see her grow up. it's all my fault. she's doing so well, she's started pre school and she is so intelligent with her words! i guess she doesn't take after you haha!
i remember when i was pregnant with her, we always used to talk about what her personality would be like and who she'd look like the most. she definitely looks like me and she 100% has the personality of you! she loves playing sport and she is absolutely hilarious, she reminds me of you so much.
i know you've moved on and you're doing what you've always dreamt of doing. i was so proud when i found out that you moved to city (my team!!) and i know that you think i moved on but i truly haven't.
nobody could distract me from you. i think about you all the time it's crazy! i thought i'd moved on when i moved back to america and the faiers family made up my hectic schedule , it was all a distraction. i thought i was truly happy but i haven't been as happy as i am when i was with you.
don't get me wrong, i'm not ungrateful for anything i have achieved, not at all! but something in my life is missing.
i'm gonna end this letter here since it's the most important one. i've wrote everything i'm feeling on this paper honestly. i hope i don't sound desperate or anything (you know me!)
