My Mafia Story

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Ellis pov

After breakfast where noa saved me we get back to our rooms and I run to the bathroom. I sit on the floor crying. I try not to be too loud but it doesnt work, why can't I bee normal I fucking hate myself. I'm anorexic for 2 years now and noa is the only one that knows. I'm so scared. I want to eat but I can't it just doesn't work in my head.

2 years ago was the last time I saw and I lived with my parents. With my parents I mean my dad, my mom died when I was 11. My dad has always been super supportive to me but 4 years ago he started with drinking, he couldn't deal with the dead of my mom and was drunk every day. 2 years ago he started to call me fat and starve me and force me to puke every time I ate something, I was on the point of dying but then I ran away from home and met noa we started to live together and he helped me with recovering from my anorexia but I still have a long way to go. It's already going better I just have a dip now.

When is top crying in stand up and wash my face when I dry my face I hear a nock on the door, I open it and see Jason there. "Oh hi, what are you doing here?" I say. "We need to talk" he says. I nod and let him into my room. We sit on my bed and he looks at me "Jacob is blind but I'm not. Why didn't you eat" I look at Jason in shock. Okay so he did se that fucked. "uhm it doesn't matter. I just dont like to eat breakfast". I say. He nods but looks annoyed "it's okay to have an eating disorder or having problems with eating but lying is not okay. We are going to help you and I don't care if you don't want it. I'm going to tell Jacob and he will talk with you about it" I nod at Jason and I'm honestly a bit shocked that he can see right true me. It doesn't really matter I am thankful that he wants to help me.

Noa pov

I know Jason talked to Ellis. How? You may ask, I followed him to her room and listened to them talking. When they stopped the conversation I ran to my room in the hope he didn't see me. But luck is not on my side and I hear a nock on my door. I open it and just what I thought Jason is in front of my door. "Where you listening to Ellis and me talking" he says. "Hi to you to" he gives me mad look. Fuck he makes me nervous "no I wasn't" I say. He doesn't say anything he just looks disappointed "okay maybe I did but it doesn't matter because I already knew". He sighs "it's not about that, I just don't appreciate people to listening to a privet conversation and lie to me about it" he says and I know if I don't do something I'm going to get it so I slam the door in his face and lock it, he bangs on the door but I ignore it and hide under my bed. Why? I don't know, does it matter. After five minutes it's quite and then I hear a loud BANG! fuck did he break the door down

I see some feet next to my bed "noa where the fuck are you" I stop breathing and I know I only made it worse by slamming the door in his face and locking it. He walks away and I breath again because I think he is again. I was wrong. He grabs my feat and drags me from under the bed. 

"There you are"