loving you (bughead)

chapter 14

Bettys pov

I looked through my closet, finding something cute, I guess you could say. my style had changed, I mean I've been home for the past couple of months with nothing but therapy and my phone. I changed, I mean of course not much has changed mentally, it wouldn't change, I still get flashbacks, but my therapist says it's normal. it was traumatic, and it will live with me forever but I have to just learn how to cope and how to let myself feel what I feel.

I put on a white undershirt, with lace trimming. putting a low cut black long sleeve over shirt with some dark blue jeans, sliding on the white converse, and letting my hair down. I did some light makeup and grabbed my bag and phone before going downstairs.

"bye, mom!" I yelled out as I walked out the front door, and headed to school. walking at my normal pace. once I walked up in front of the school I gulped a little bit, looking up at the building, examining my surroundings before walking inside. clenching my fists a little bit. once I walked inside I headed to my locker quickly, basically speeding through the halls, almost as if my shoes were on fire.

I lifted my hand up, twisting the lock, my hands fidgeting a little bit. I was shaking and it was most definitely obvious, I was having a hard time getting the right combination in. once I finally got my locker open, I put my stuff inside my locker and grabbed my books, due to my shakiness I ended up dropping my books, sighing feeling as if everyone's eyes were on me, feeling as if everyone was talking about me.

I bent down, trying to pick up my books, trying to hold myself together. then I saw someone else's hands picking up my books, I looked up and it was a girl, she had brown hair with pink highlights.

"here," she said as she stood up, a smile plastered on her face.

"thank you," I said returning the smile and taking my books, "I'm betty by the way," I told her and she nodded.

"I'm Toni," she told me,

"well it's lovely to meet you, Toni," I told her, continuing on as I shut my locker. "maybe ill see you around in any classes we may have together"

"maybe we will," Toni said to me and I giggled a little, waving to her and walking away. making my way to the blue and gold, walking inside, and putting my books down on the desk. I sat down and took my laptop out of my bag. placing it down on the desk and opening it, starting to look for the things I needed to catch up on.

once I had found some things, I started to do my work quickly, trying to catch up on the last couple of months that was supposed to be my school life. I worked quickly, skimming through documents, and turning in as many assignments as I could. before I had known it, the lunch bell had rung, I sighed hoping that I would have had more time. I closed my laptop and slipped it into my bag getting up and heading to the cafeteria.

I walked inside, this feeling of loneliness pierced through my body, I hadn't realized how alone I truly was until this moment. I skimmed my eyes throughout the room, seeing Cheryl but noticing who she was around, so I continued looking around, seeing the raven-haired boy who had been there for me when he didn't even know me. he knew all the stereotypes about northsiders being actual assholes to Southsiders just because they didn't live in the northside but still he was there for me.

I continued to skim around, just kinda standing there, trying to figure out where I would fit it, but it clicked. after everything that happened to me, I didn't fit in anywhere. I was the girl who was raped by the Popular guy who was her boyfriend. who does that happen to, it's just pathetic so no one happened too, believe me, everyone believed him. so just walked over to a table that no one was at and sat down, pulling out my laptop and lunch. Continuing to work on my assignments and kinda picking at my lunch, not really eating.

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hi hi loves, I can't sleep so I decided to write some parts omg I'm alive lol.

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