Nothing In This World

Chapter-13

The sun shown bright on a brunette's face making him groan as he sat up on his bed. He hissed when he felt his head ache as if someone kept hitting hit. He got up and moved into the bathroom to continue his morning routine.

He stood infront of the mirror and then when he finally looked at himself he remembered what happened last night. It didn't take a second long for tears to roll over his cheeks. Neither did he want any of this to happen nor did he mean to say anything so harsh.

He sobbed more when he remembered how Soobin didn't even speak to him when they returned nor did he even try to console his brother. His baby brother who didn't even like to see his brother worried did not even look at him or talk to him.

Jungkook knew he fucked up very bad. Everything is a mess and he ain't ready to face anyone. The vacation hasn't started yet. They still had to go to university today to empty their lockers and shift them to the senior block since they were done with the junior block.

Jungkook takes in a deep breath, wipes away his tears and starts off getting ready because there is no way he can stay back in the house on a working day because his father won't allow. He gets ready for the university wearing a comfy black jeans, black hoody and a pair of black converse.

He went down the stairs to find Soobin already there sitting all alone the dining table still eating and he knew his father has left as he saw his mother standing at the door waving off to the long gone car.

He walked towards the table and sat down beside Soobin while Soobin just looked unbothered. "G-good M-morning Soobin-ah", greeted Jungkook while Soobin just hummed back and got up with his plate as he was already done.

Jungkook already felt tears pooling in his eyes but tried to shake them off thinking Soobin will come around once he is not mad anymore at his hyung. He eats up his breakfast not much just a glass of milk and an apple and not much later do they hear the honking of the car.

Both of them bid their good byes to their mom and get inside the car. The car ride towards their university was awfully quiet. None of them spoke, nor did Rose turn up the music which she usually does when everyone is quiet.

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On the other side, a boy is curled in his blanket still sound asleep or maybe pretending to. He hears the door click and footsteps walking towards the bed. He feels someone sit beside his head and not much later a hand is running through his hair in a very gentle way.

"Please don't hurt yourself alone bear", came out his noona's voice which almost made him cry. He soon felt the warmth gone and the door clicks once again. He opens his eyes and not much later did tears fall one after the other not stopping even though he tried.

He has been trying to do the same the whole night and he just couldn't. Everytime he did it hurt more. Everytime he closed his eyes he could see the flashbacks only making him want to cry more. He didn't know that he would feel his heart break even before he actually started a relationship.

His eyes burned, head ached and his heart hurt. He finally got up making his mind to go to the university because staying at home would only eat him up more. He walked into the bathroom stood infront of the mirror. He looked terrible, his eyes red, his face puffed up due to all the crying and tear marks on his cheeks due to the amount of tears he shed.

He took a quick bath, wore plain white t-shirt with a pair of jeans and shoes. He walked downstairs to only see his mother looking at him worried. He goes towards the kitchen counter picks up an apple and plops down on the couch.

"Bear, are you fine?", asked Mrs. Kim sitting beside her son who has been worried for his son since he came home passed out. Taehyung leans his head onto his mother's shoulder who immediately holds his cheek caressing it softly.