<I hate you so fucking much>

216 18 11
                                    


Don't forget to give it a star and leave your thoughts in the comments between the paragraphes.


Minho spent the next morning in the school thinking about everything that happened last night even though it wasn't for so long, but he really wanted to end the conversation, though he promised not to talk to jisung, but he can't just give up jisung, specially to someone else,  he decided to calm himself down, because, maybe it was a just childhood crush, and he just made a big deal out of it, he even thought of apologizing.

He went to Han's family place, where Mr.Han opened the door for him, that means it was lunch time, and Mr Han came back from work to eat lunch with his family.

"Come on in, you came back right in time my friend, the lunch was just set, make sure to bring a chair from the living room"

Mr Han welcomed.

"Oh I'm very sorry, I would have came later if I knew"

Minho answered.

"No worries, you're a part of the family now."

"I appreciate"

Minho walked into the dinning room with his chair, to find Mrs Han in the middle, Mr Han on her left where he left a place for him, and Infront of him was sitting, jisung and his friend, Felix.

Minho took a deep breath before he sat down.

In the middle of chaotic different conversations, an intristing question caught Minho's attention.

"How was your little picnic this morning kids"

Mrs Han asked both jisung and Felix.

"Oh it was great, everything you made was really delicious, and jisung even slept there"

Felix's deep voice filled the room as he laughed.

"Felix! Are you serious oh my god!"

Jisung said in embarrassment

"I mean, he's right, you even slept when you were on a picnic with me "

Minho spoke as he put his spoon down, looking at jisung with his head tilted a little to the side.

Felix laughed more, when jisung jaw almost dropped, Minho really was about to out them just like that.

"I sleep next to him every night, he sleeps once he lays down..he's such a quick sleeper"

Minho completed as he slowly ate his food.

"That's true, I noticed the same thing when he stayed with me, but it was a fun sleepover anyways"

Felix spoke once more, and Minho just nodded, still looking down at his food.

"I'm full."

Jisung spoke standing up, he took his plates to the kitchen, then went to lay down in the living room.

Half an hour passed when he noticed Felix and Minho having a talk as they both walked in to the living room, he sat down.

After everyone took his place, and after very little conversations, then saying goodbye to Mr and Mrs Han who went out grocery shopping for the next month, Felix took a deep breath before his spoke.

"Jisung.."

"Yeah.."

Jisung looked up at his friend.

"I..i have something to tell you..."

"Su..sure..yeah"

"It's very important...I hope you don't mind it.."

"Yeah Felix, you can tell me.."

Felix scratched the back of his neck then spoke again.

"Uh..., I think it should be just the two of us..., I'm sorry Mr.Lee"

Felix said in hesitation, Minho was about to stand up when jisung stopped him.

"No, you can talk Infront of him Felix, he is so....chill, don't worry about it.."

Felix was about to speak when Minho stood up to walk out after he spoke;

"No it's fine, call me when you guys are done"

He said with a little smile.

Minho walked out to the dinning room.

"What's there yongbok?"

"Aah~ jisung...I don't know about you but, I hope you don't hate me after this.."

"Just tell me what's going on.."



"Jisung, when we were young and till the last few years, holding your hands felt different than holding any other hands, being with you always felt different, it wasn't bad, it always made me happy, but a different breed of happiness, and when I decided to go away, and be away from you, I realised that...I understood how you, made me feel, how, us together made me feel, and I could tell...you, maybe felt the same, I, think I loved you jisung, and, I'm sure I still do, I couldn't wait till the summer break to Tell you, I really missed you, I know you might hate me now, and you can hate me all you want, I promise I never told anyone about my feelings to you, and I will never do so, your safety matters to me, but I just wanted to let you know..."

"This was in my heart for the longest time, and you are there too..I...I love you jisung.."






"Felix...I loved you too but i-"

Jisung whispered, before he was interrupted with a kiss on the lips coming from Felix.

Felix slowly leaned in to take his chance and fulfill his long life wish, he closed his eyes, and pressed a kiss on jisung's lips, it was a 3 seconds long kiss, when he felt jisung not kissing him back, he slowly pulled away with a sad face..

Then, when Minho walked in the room after he heared everything from behind, ofcourse he couldnt just walk away and let them have their own "secret conversation", he really wanted to walk away but the sudden kiss of them both pulled him inside.

Minho spoke directly to jisung, Infront of Felix's confused sad look, before he walked back away.






"I hate you so fucking much."

Sorry, I love you | MINSUNGWhere stories live. Discover now