Sorry, I love you | MINSUNG

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It was Jisung turn to sleep alone tonight, he was full of rage as he couldn't control everything that is going on around him.

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"Can you please come and get me?"
Felix sobbed to his little flip phone, at 6:30 in the morning.

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Mrs lee opened the door of her house after she headed knocking at 8AM.

"Uh..good morning ma'am.."

Jisung greeted.

"Oh hello jisung! What a good morning, come on in!"

"No, no need ma'am I just came to talk to Felix.."

"Awn, Felix already went back to the city, I think he got a mail from school or something...he just suddenly packed his stuff..."

Jisung eyes widened when he heard Felix already went away.

"When did he leave?!"

"Like...half an hour ago?"

"Thank you so much, have a good day."

Jisung shouted running away.

He didn't stop untill he got to the bus station, where he ran out of breath, he bowed holding his knees as he was super tired, then looked up again scanning the whole place with his eyes, looking for a blond small head.

He walked inside more, bumping into people and apologizing about a hundred times.

He walked in to the bus looking at every seat, he still can't find his target.

He walked out the bus again loosing hope,
Walking between strangers still looking around from time to time, when he saw his friend struggling with his luggage, he ran to him and held one of his backs.

"Yongbok..!"

"...oh hi there.."

Felix answered when he realised who is talking to him.

"Yongbok you don't have to go now"

"I have to, school will start soon.."

"Just because I never went to school, doesn't mean that I don't know how long the spring break last"

Felix sighs.

"Yongbokie...I'm sorry.."

"No I am sorry ! I'm the one who should be apologizing...to you, and to...Mr....Minho too..that man clearly hated me and I couldn't notice, I just thought all teachers are built that way.."

He said letting out a sad giggle.

"We...are still friends right..?"

Jisung asked, and Felix found no respond as he was still confused with his own feelings to the so called a friend.

"We're friends right?"

"I...I don't think so jisung.."

"Felix.."

"Look, I came back to be with you, to make you mine, and I guess I was already late, Im several years late, and I understand it's my fault because I was a freaking coward to be my own self around someone that I love, I can't be around you as friends jisung..I really wanted more..and pretending to be Okey around you not being mine, I don't think that's a trait of mine.."

"Felix..it's not your fault I promise, I...I don't know what to say, but would you visit home next break..?"

"I really don't know.."

Felix shook his head ignoring eye contact with jisung, whena they suddenly both heared someone shouting Felix's name.
They both turned to the voice direction to see a buff man in a black shirt and pants, running through the crowd and waving his hands at Felix.

"What in the-"

Felix said speechlessly.

"Oh my gosh Felix, what happened?"

The man said pulling Felix to his chest hugging him.

"Uh..no..nothing.."

Felix stuttered.

"I told to you to wait for me in the city station not here, you didn't have to come all the way here.."

Felix spoke again.

"no I was worried about you I had to be with you, plus you know my ticket is for free, don't worry about it"

The man said holding felix's face between his hands.

"Oh shit, I'm sorry.."

The man whispered apologizing to Felix for being so touchy Unconsciously.

"Ah no it's Okey, it's just my friend, jisung, and, he knows everything anyway..jisung, this is my friend changbin.."

"soon to be his boyfriend, nice to meet you"
The man so called changbin greeted.

"oh my gosh changbin please now.."

Felix rolled his eyes.

Jisung shook his hand back thinking about how felix might really have someone that loves him, or is this man just making a dumb joke.

"I mean, did I lie?"

Changbin shrugged.

"maybe if you didn't stop being cold to me randomly then maybe we could've had a chance"

Felix said rolling his eyes once more.

Changbin sighed and nodded, then he carried one of felix's bags.

"the train is about to move, I already got us 2 forth tickets, we should get go"

Changbin said grabbing felix's arm with his free hand.

"it was nice meeting you Mr.jisung see you soon"

Changbin spoke again to jisung as if he really meant seeing him soon.

Jisung didn't feel the pain in his heart during this whole situation untill he watched Felix walk away in fast steps with the changbin guy, he looked around had nowhere to go, but his heart really wanted to go somewhere.