Unrequited Love 3 // KSJ

Unrequited Love 3

After college, I fell in love with a man in a wild way, I was confused by his strangely beautiful smile. As usual, he noticed the matter, he also began to indulge a little.

He said, "What you have for me is merely a fascination. One day this fascination will disappear ".

Of course, I did not know that he himself had been fascinated by another beautiful woman. That too for a long time at that.

I listened in silence, not wanting to force him even for a second. For the first time in my life, I cried profusely.

I did that day...

I noticed the pillow being wet on one side. Almost every night.

The woman he was in love with, he dreamed every night to spend the whole life around her. I heard that woman left him. Left him in the kingdom of loneliness. She forgot his strangely beautiful smile.

But today is going to be seven years. Yet, 4th of December, I couldn't even forget his birthday. Let alone his smile that I longed for.

Someone once said,  You are the best as yourself because -

Simultaneously, there is a combination of tenderness, toughness and a sense of personality and moderation, which is enough to remember you for a lifetime.

I fell in love with someone intensely, that's all. Such intensity that has never been for any man.

Even so, his chest didn't throbe at the thought of loosing me. Maybe because he never loved me. Not even a pinch.

When I was listening to the story of his desire to have the woman of his dreams, I noticed that water was dripping from my eyes.

Oddly enough, I noticed that I had even started loving the negligence given by him. Can anyone ignore someone with such subtle care?

In loneliness he tells me “Learn to live alone dear "

My heart at this point was crying. Crying for him. Just because he was a victim of unrequited live, that  doesn't mean I have to go through that too. I will fight. I will fight for my love. I thought as I told him -

I want you in the most impossible...

I want you in peace and unrest...

I want you in this life with love...

But all he said was........

" All emptiness disappears one day, yours will too. Hopefully, mine as well. Just know that I am not the one for you ".

" Then who is? " I cried out. " If not you then who. How am I suppose to know the perfect one for me because my heart has already chosen you for me ".

" Don't worry. The time will pass and you will know it when the perfect one for you is in front of you one day. I am not the one for you. For someone as perfect as you, only deserves the perfect which I am not. I am just a broken statue and you are a beautiful museum, we don't below with each other. Goodbye dear, untill we meet again on a sunny day ".

That day,  I couldn't bring myself to say good bye. But today, here I am to tell you that I am thankful of you. If you didn't tell me those precious words that day, I wouldn't be here today.

So, thank you Kim Seokjin, for showing me the way.

Thank you for teaching me that some people are going to leave, but that’s not the end of your story.

That’s just the end of their part in your story.

Today, I have found the perfect one for me. The perfect one with a beautiful gummy smile that melts my heart.

My heart, my body both dances at rhythm of the piano as his delicate fingers dances on the black and white keys.

Unrequited love is like holding a candle. Initially it lightens up the world around you. Then it starts melting and hurts you. Finally it goes off and everything is darker than ever and all you are left with is the burn. That's way I chose to let go of you and love again because it is sad not to love, but it is much sadder not to be able to love.

I may have fallen for him but, I am here to let you know that even if he rules the major part of my heart, I will always keep you safe in the certain part in there.

Goodbye love...

Till we meet again...

On a sunny day...

Hope ya'll liked it 😇

Peace out ✌️

Borahae💜