Toxic

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Am I toxic?

Can someone tell me how to know if I am being toxic to everyone that I surround with? Why do I feel like they are slowly losing interest in me?

 "Can you tell me where I am?" - I heard from the song that is currently playing. I felt that, for real. Am I in the wrong place? Am I interfering with somebody's space? Arghhhh!!! I need to put more filters and boundaries I think. For myself and also for them.

 I don't want them to feel like they are obliged to be where I am. "I want them to have me as their friend" - I think this is where I am being toxic. I always tell them that, "I am your friend bahala ka jan kung ayaw mo basta ako friend kita and I am here always to cheer for you".

Hayst, I am here again questioning if I did them wrong. Thinking for every worst case that is possible, tiring. 

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