FORBIDDEN LOVE [On- going]

Secret 2:The Unexpected Returned Encounters

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"Ouch!" I winced while massaging my legs. I think this day, would be a rough day. I've been walking around, together with this bunch of freshmen like me as well touring the whole campus.

Yeah, I'm having a campus tour right now and its makes me bored to death and makes my precious legs hurt so bad.

"Ma'am, can I rest for awhile? Susunod na lang po ako.My legs hurt so bad and I don't think I can walk anymore"I interrupted the campus tour guide while she's talking about the campus history. God! I don't care about the history of this school or some thing, all I care for now was I want to sit down. As in now na!

" Of course, Miss Yu. Just follow us ahead if your okay, alright." the tour guide said and smiled at me. Duh. As if she can resist my charm. Noxx.

I decided to go in the mini park nung school. Yeah, the school has a mini park and I find it so cute. The park had a wild flowers that blossoms everywhere , benches that was shading by shadow of the trees, you can really find peace and comport in this place. And I was literally fall in love with the place instantly and lucky me that I got myself a place to hang out alone.

I laid down in the grass , put my earphones on and I close my eyes . It seems that nobody was here so I think I can rest here for awhile for little longer.

Yah.. I really love One Direction :) Some of their songs were liked a lullaby on my ears and little did I know I was drifting to a heavy nap.

Ghad. Did I hear something? Something like breathing? Ghad! May monster ba akong katabi?? Ghad! Wala akong lakas ng loob na dumilat! Or baka panaginip lang 'to??

Pero bakit may something na mabigat sa may legs ko. Jusko! Am I raped already?

Ghad. After a few minutes..I got this lakas ng loob na dumilat na. I slowly opened my eyes. 0______0 The moment I opened my eyes was the moment I wished I didn't woke up. Wanna know why? Fudge. Ang Tisooy . Ang gwapo gwApo niya. Ghad.Ang gwapo niya talaga lalo na sa malapitan. Jusko.Am i day dreaming?? If yes, somebody wake me up!!!

"Are you going to stared me all day long or you gotta get your ass up" he said with the trademark smirk on his face.Ghad.He is so cool.

I hurriedly get up. Ghad. This is embarrassing. I looked away to avoid his gazes at me. Its really really really embarrassing. This is not my first encounter with him but .... Ghad.

" Uhmm.. Here.." i handed him his leather jacket without looking at him..

"You're still the same, you've still sleep anywhere where you wanted to." he said. Tiningnan ko siya kaagad. May parte sa pagkatao ko na kalimutan lahat ng mga nakaraan ko pero pano ko yun magagawa kung may isang bagay na magpapaalala sa'kin. Hindi ba siya aware na ginugulo na naman niya ang boung sistema ko.

" You've never changed too. You're still my cousin who really broke me apart,aren't you? " I said bitterly. Were cousin but I can't accept it. He got a special part of my life and in my heart before and until now, I guess.

He stood up and facing me. I don't know what into his mind. But one thing I'm really sure of. I want the old us to be back again.Baliw na talaga siguro ako.

" How I wish I could read you're mind" I whispered. Hindi ko na kaya. Mababaliw na ako sa kakaiisip.

"Let's stop this Aly?. We both know that this is wrong, but fuck. How can we stop...?" he said in a hoarse voice."...Tell me how to stop Ri. Dahil hanggang ngayon mahal parin kita, kahit na mali.Maling mali. Sana hindi nalang tayo magpinsan,sana ibang tao ka na lang.'' Gago ba siya? Anong "let's stop this" ang pinagsasabi niya.? We've already stopped a long time ago, were already stopped talking and communicating to each other for almost a year,since his parents sent him aboard. They don't even recognized me as one of their family member since then. Disgusting. That's what I always heard from them. Yes, I was really hurt. But I never showed to them how weak I am.  I'm just being in love . 

"Look Cliff, what between the two of us before was a big mistake."

" Just one more chance,Aly."he begged at me. One more chance? Forbidden. Incest love. A big stain on our family name. I know that Cliff and I weren't having the same surnames, I'm Yu while his a Larson. It seems that were not related but it won't deny the fact that my mom and his mom were first cousin's. Yeah, we both belongs on a second degree and still a family. And it sucks.

"I dunno, Cliff. As long as I can avoid you, I will avoid you. Just stay away from me. And I don't want them to hate the both of .us even more. One mistake was enough Cliff, ayaw ko nang dagdagan pa..." I said while holding my tears to flow. I could see the pain crosses his eyes. How hate myself for hurting you. I'm sorry. "...and besides you got a girlfriend already, she looks so nice and it seems Tita and Tito liked her already, you should stick to her instead." I don't want you to be with another girls but me. Just stay with me. Taliwas talaga ang mga sinasabi ko kaysa sa mga iniisip ko. Tulak ng bibig, kabig ng dibdib.

"Is that what you want? You want me to forget you? Don't you love me anymore?" aniya sa paos na tinig. Dang! It hits me. Kaya ko pa ba? I looked away but he cupped my face and now I clearly see the tears falling in his eyes. I dont wanna to see you crying because of me. I'm not worth it. I'm about raise my free hand to wipe it away but he refuses. "Don't. Just answer me. Just fucking answer me." Tinanggal ko ang kamay niya sa mukha ko. Then I turned around and looked up. My head is spinning around. I can see clear no more because of this stupid tears. At kinakapa- kapa ko sa kaliwang dibdib ko and sagot. Am I still fiercely in love with him just like before? I'm not sure, anymore.

"You really want to know the answer? I'm not the girl who would worth all of your tears. I'm not the girl who could stay with you until your very last breath. I'm not the girl can stand by you forever. What I had to you before was an infatuated love. That's it. I'm sorry." I answered and running away. I don't know if this love is worth fighting and dying for.

What I've said was really broke me... again. Okay lang sana if he hit me physically, it would be so much kinder at siguro kakayanin ko pa. Pero, he bloody asking me if I still love him? Its a a simply Yes or No question pero ang hirap.Ang hirap- hirap.Sobrang hirap. Talo pa ang Trigo sa sobrang hirap, eh.

Sometimes, you can do the stupidest thing you'll never imagine to do.

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Sareeh. \m/ Again, this is my first story ever guys, so I hope you wouldn't mind sa mga typos and errors ko. DYOSA po ako, at alam ko yun. hehehe ..

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