So am sad today, almost like cried my eyes out today
I told guys about the I liked that suddenly switched up on me
Yeah,that same guy broke up today....he said he wasn't ready,can't keep up and stuff
Buh I guess he never really liked me he just wanted to have *** and am the stupid one
For once I just wanted to feel and be happy and the universe just doesn't wanna let me be
So yes am sad today cos it felt like I connected with someone,like I wouldn't be that lonely again ,that when am feeling totally down I could talk to someone and suddenly that person choose not to be in my life anymore
Why I didn't do shit, am not suppose to feel this bad buh am feeling fucking sad and depressed and down I don't know how to heal
Some part of me is praying ,hoping and wishing he would come back buh some part of me already know the answer....he won't come back,he won't miss me,he won't call or text cos he never did like me
Again am the stupid one🙂
