SEDUCTION

9

"I hear him breathing hard in my ear, I can barely breathe, it's very hard. I want to escape, to run, I can't, I can't move my body. I look at the door, I hope my mother arrives, she should be here. I feel him put his hand under my chin, my fingers wrap around my neck, my feeling of vomiting is accentuated. My cheeks are wet, the feel of his tongue makes me sick, I try to move my head to escape, but I don't have enough strength, and he intensifies his handshake. "

I wake up scared, I'm sweating, my pulse is accelerating, the feeling of peace embraces my body. It was just the nightmare ... the eternal nightmare. I feel a relaxation that gradually invades me, I breathe a sigh of relief at the awareness that I am safe, it is more and more difficult for me to face these nightmares. I think it's time to look for a new psychologist, someone to talk to about everything that happens to me, Ely supports me, but she has her life. I don't want to burden her with all my problems.

I get up in bed and look for the clock, to see what time it is, it's probably early, except it's barely daylight. Five and a half. Perfect ... I could sleep peacefully until seven. I won't be able to fall asleep now, nor is there any point in trying. Only now do I feel a sharp pain from the plug, I think I shouldn't have tried champagne last night, much less exaggerated how I did it. I decide to put some order in, so I start by changing the bed linen that is wet, my nightmares are really draining my strength.

After I start the washing machine, I head to the kitchen, I'll have a coffee and then I'll take a shower. The headache does not weaken, the coffee and the shower should put me on my feet. While I wait for the device to give me the much desired black liqueur, I impulsively put my fingers to my lips. I remember the kisses David gave me last night. A lot of sensations run through me, the thrill that has settled in my body makes me sigh. I bite my lip slightly, how will I manage to work in these conditions, always with my nerves stretched to the maxim ???

It's still early, I'm sure Ely has a few more hours of sleep planned ... I can't wait to talk to her, to give me the details of her meetings with Marcelo. I'm still amazed at how the two try to form a couple, I know both of them well, I know how much they avoided getting into relationships, they both consider a relationship a waste of time, and neither of them had anyone else. more than two evenings. Logically, I am surprised by their movement.

I'm waiting for the coffee to come out, I still have more than an hour until I should wake up, I decide to put my report in order for the first quarter of this year, I need it at the meeting that Patrick scheduled today at eleven . I know he is still adjusting to the job, in addition he has to find all the irregularities that were made while Alvin was in charge of the Agency. With the coffee next to me, I'm immersed in work, after an hour of sitting in front of the laptop, I declare myself satisfied with myself. I managed to put all the files in order, close my laptop and put it in my room. I tiptoe past my friend's room, I don't want to wake her. I didn't hear when he came, it was probably after I fell asleep.

I stop in front of the closet, I don't know what to wear today, normally I would take a dress, it's already warm, the morning sun can be seen on the window, it will be a beautiful day today ... I can't help but think that maybe I see David today. Although the possibility is small, I don't think he has time to pay too much attention to our Agency, being in charge of such a corporation as D.O.B. Company, he certainly doesn't have much free time left. I can't think of him, I shake my head and reach out to get a black skirt that I'll match with a ... green shirt.

I don't waste much time in the mirror, I opt for a simple, natural make-up, a little face cream and mascara. I leave my hair on my back, I realize I have to shorten it, it already reaches almost to the middle of my back. The sandals are simple black with studded heels. Today I only scheduled a meeting, and for the rest of the day I plan to help Patrick with everything related to data archiving, he knows I'm very good at numbers, and now he gives me the opportunity to prove it. I leave the room, I'm on schedule, I can't get out the door when I hear my cell phone ringing in my bag. It's still early, no one calls me so early unless it's urgent. When I look at the phone screen I notice that no number appears, it is a call with an unknown number, I am not used to answering these calls, but now I will make an exception to the rule.