Bobby DeBarge imagines

You're my world you know that?

I walk in the room Bobby's staying. We thought it was best if he stayed in a hospice due to his growing illness and he agreed.
I carefully sit down on a chair by the foot of his bed not wanting to wake him up.
I then look around and my eyes lay on some framed pictures he has on his nightstand.
There's this big picture of us and our kids at the park that was took by a random lady that was sat on a black bench who offered to do it. I remember it like it was yesterday. It was on a Sunday and we all went out to celebrate me&Bobby's wedding anniversary... *sighs*
Then there's a very cute picture of Bobby and the boys when they were younger. I still remember taking that photo of them at home. They looked so happy... Well except Bobby Jr he just looked kinda confused but I'm sure he was happy too.
And then there's a picture of Bobby with his siblings and their mother.
Bobby&James don't really get along but Bobby tries his best when James is around despite of the heavy tension that gets formed. He's told me what happened in the past between them and how he wishes he'd never had done that. He knows James isn't gonna forgive him, no matter how many times he tells him he's truly sorry. I really feel bad because they're brothers and both are amazing guys that could've had an amazing friendship.
My thoughts then go back to the cruel man driven by Satan who caused pain to Bobby. Bobby truly didn't deserve that, none of them did and it makes me so angry and sad to even just think about it. How can a father abuse his own children? His own flesh and blood! That is just so sick!!
*Bobby starts waking up and stares at me wide awake* he looks tired though
"Baby, why u crying?" He softly asks grabbing my hands in his
"I-It's just w-what he did is so wrong and no one should have to go thru that." I say as tears trickle down my face as I look down and his thumbs softly caress my hands
"Sorry. I'm just scared Bobby." I say looking at him
"Scared?" He asks
"Yea, I don't wanna lose you. I can't, I'm not ready and I don't think I'll ever be. Christian needs you, Bobby Jr needs you, Tania needs you, I need you." I say in the verge of tears again
"And we can't live without you. There's no world for me without." I cry as he also gets teary eyed
"Baby don't worry I'm not going anywhere." He says and kisses the back of my hand
"Good." I try to smile
*a few hours later*
"And then we're gonna live in a bigger house!" He says excitedly with a warm smile
"And we're gonna have a dog." He chuckles
"With our mini-us running around." He says fantasising making me giggle
"I love you 4 some much, you're my world you know that?" He says softly caressing my cheek
"Same." I say lovingly as he starts coughing again
"Honey you okay?" I ask but it gets worse
"Bobby, Bobby!" I panic and the monitor next to him starts beeping nonstop then the nurse comes rushing along with Mama D and some of his siblings come in
"BOBBY NOOO!!" I cry out as Mama D pulls me into her and everything's playing out so quickly that I can't make sense of it
"Noooo." I cry in pain as Mama D cries with me and everybody else's crying too
I never thought I'd see my lover go this way...