What is this, rejection or not?

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Pic of Ryder

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“Your useless, a piece of shit, why are you even here? No one wants you, you’re a tomboy, ugly, and can't shift, who would want you as a mate? I know I don't, I, Ryder Johnson reject you as a mate."

Those words broke me; I felt my heart break in to little pieces. I nodded, and was about to go away before he saw me break down, but as I repeated those words in my head I got mad, he was rejecting me because I wasn't a bimbo, because I was different, so I glared at him through my beginning to tear eyes and laughed.

“Ryder go fuck yourself! I already rejected you as soon as I saw you! You will regret letting me slide through your nasty, grimy hands because even though I don't shift in front of you, it doesn’t mean that I can't., you’re a bastard and man-whore, who would want YOU as a mate?"

I laughed a cold and bitter laugh and ran into the forest. I didn't want to hear or see his reaction. I was already in pain from his rejection and didn't want to be near him even though I craved for his touch. I knew that I wasn't a normal girl, I hated makeup and couldn't stand to be girly, so I guess you could say I was tomboy, I wore loose pants, shirts too big for me and my hair was always down with a hat or beanie on my head. I was a loner, I was too weird too make friends or interact with my pack, sure I knew everyone and stuff but I kept away from them and they did the same. When I was 7 I actually had friends but then my parents were killed by rouges and then I just separated myself from everyone.

When I got to the pack house I ran up the stairs and grabbed my backpack from under my bed and stuffed my clothes and necessities in it. I was a simple girl and could live without many things, in total I had about 10 pairs of jeans, about 15 band tees, and just two pairs of shoes; my trusty black converse and my black and purple vans. I went to the back of my closet and got a box out. In the box, it had my mother's necklace and $2,500 in it, I was saving up for a 2010 Chevy Camaro Concept, but given the circumstances I had to forget about having a car, for now. Once I got what I needed, I walked out the door of my room and went downstairs to the kitchen where I grabbed some food; cookies, pizza, soda, candy, an apple, and a sandwich, and stuffed them in my backpack. As I passed the garage an idea came to me, the Johnson's were well known for having a huge collection of cars in their garage and I decided to have a look since that was the only room we weren't allowed to go in. I thought what the hell? I'm leaving anyways, might as well leave in style. I opened the door and was amazed at the amount of cars they had, they had to have about 15 sports cars in here! I made my way around the cars and stopped in front of the Ferrari F430 Spider and smirked, this was Ryder's most prized car, he rejected me and now I would do the honor of taking his car. I quickly got inside and threw my backpack in the back. I started the car and sped out of the pack house and into the freeway.

As I was driving, my hair was flying behind me and I enjoyed the feeling as I drove. Then I realized something as my eyes widened, "Shit! were the hell do I go now?"

Well you do have an uncle in Tennessee...

I was amazed, ever since Ryder rejected us my wolf, Lily hadn't talked to me.

'OK so we have to go from L.A. to Tennessee right?'

Right

‘I’m sorry that I'm causing you so much pain Lily, that asswhole had no right to reject us'

But it was only Ryder, Jake, his wolf, was actually happy and shut him out once he rejected us

Huh, wonder why he rejected us then? No Raine! You’re not going to think about that right now! Focus on driving to Tennessee! I sighed and drove until I got hungry. I decided to stop at IN N' OUT and get some food, my tummy started to growl.