Pleasure & Pain|| Harry Styles || h.s.

PREVIEW

"Call the fucking ambulance right now....." I screamed in my instinct of the most unbearable sight.

This wasn't I had expected to happen to my life.

My steps hurried as I ran alongside someone who has been through this because I couldn't stop it.

Standing in this hospital wasn't new to me. It has happened before in my tragic destiny and I'm the one escape the worst outcomes when I'm the reason behind them!

But past experiences weren't as hurtful as this one. They didn't had my heart attached to strings as if it was played by someone's.

I can't afford to let go that easily.

It's been hours since I'm sealed here and I could feel my heart beating against my chest loud as if would pierce through.

Clock clicks loud enough to fill the estranged scenario I was seated in.

Not even a whispher or maybe I was numb to sense any.

The room might have people to console me but only one voice can silence my fragmentary soul.

All I could feel was pain ,not physical but emotional...even the thought of loosing the person who taught you how to love yourself was unbearable.

I'm reason for all this shit happening to Us.

The day was meant to be the best one of our lives and now, within span of an hour, I'm just left with imprints of blood on my face while my clothes completely soaked with it and my hands were red as if I'm the culprit.

Am I?

My steps were stopping me from moving as they were disabled by some force.

My hands were shaking involuntarily

My body turned to ice.

Is there anything I can do?

Maybe No!

"I'm sorry to disturb you but you left this diary in the car." A man stole my passive state, towering over my seated figure.

This diary was the only restrain between the two of us.

Things that weren't supposed to be out were in there.

But reading a diary can reveal past, past that you run from and wish you were never a part of!

No one has dared to even untie the band holding it together, far gone is the thought of opening.

MY GOLDEN CHANCE encraved into it's front.

//
"You're my Golden Chance, babe."

"What's that?" I shrug

"When you fucked up the 'best of 3 chances' you had, the final one comes into play as the last and only way to save yourself.

If you win this, you win at life.
And that's what you did to mine."

//

But

Should I read it?

My thoughts were interrupted by a notification on my phone.

"Hope you're enjoying my payback!

All My Love;) "

That's the price I've to pay now.

*****

"It's easy to sit down in the dark to accompany the one you love, but harder to hold them and make them see the light that awaits behind the enclosed doors!"

- If you're looking for some interesting dark theme Harry Styles fiction you're at the right place lads!

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*The story revolves around some disturbing and mature topics so read at your own risk :

~ Foul language

~ Sexual content

~ Self harm

~Sexual Abuse

And a lot more....

AUTHOR'S NOTE:

None of the names of character have any closeness to their real existence.

This story revolves around some very serious and explicit topics that I felt are to be portrayed to readers.

My story is shaped to give you all a realistic ideal view of what goes behind the closed doors, where light seems to fade away in the dark.

Where the another world begins!

This is my first attempt at writing so expecting a perfectioned piece of work might be too much to ask for yet my efforts are always to ensure it turns out well.

Comparing different works with mine will turn out to be a demotivating move on my side and I expect you to respect every writer out there, who pours so much time and skills into writing their own story.

Thank you so much for reading this. It means a lot to me!

All My Love
- A

If things mentioned above triggers you in any way, I politely ask you to move on.

Another piece of suggestion:

When I first started the story it was a bit on the amateur side but I'm sure it'll get better with every passing chapter.

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