Pleasure & Pain|| Harry Styles || h.s.

She's just different?

Recap

I’ll leave then Harry” she smiled.

“Should I drop you?”

“We would be in trouble then .I’ll go thanks!” she giggled.

I nodded and Yoanne called me have a look and I saw her leaving.

Continued

ANNE-

The moment I stepped out, my phone rang- it’s Jen

“How’s it going?”

“It’s a pack for today!” I laughed at the sight of relief

“How was it?” another question.

“Jen, god that wasn’t as hard I thought of it. Just dress up and smile and a bit of eye contact…but yeah took me more than 2 hours to sum it up and still it was just a screen test thing! ” I told her every detail while I seated in a cab.

“And guess what, I freaking got a 20 grand check in my hand!” I said but lowered my voice to the man driving the car.

“Fuck you bitch. That’s A LOT of cash! I can smile too if that’s what the deal is.” She joked and I couldn’t help but laugh.

“Can you meet me at the Starbucks? Really need your company!”

“I’ll be there. Love you.”

“Hate you.” I replied with a smile.

And it started drizzling and the window went hazy. Drops of water strapping off the sill.

For no reason, I smiled.

Coincidently my clouds were as blurred and hazy too!

Honestly, the day started off as a really good one for me .It’s a rare experience for me.

Not every day counts as a good one for me.

Little did I expected that going to a concert can turn my life to this point, working alongside the person I’ve looked up to.

My future isn’t something I pay attention to anymore focusing on my family issues that has actually buried all my aspirations in a pit long back.

I was restrained from taking my decisions by my own father. Absence of the support of this significant figure in my life is the one of the major reasons I’m confined in my expectations and lack confidence among the rest.

Every time I think about what might happen if anything went wrong and my dad will know all this, my heart aces up faster at the outcomes I might have to go through.

The most he has done yet is to imprint his hands on my face when I asked him to give up his insatiable habit of drinking and smoking.

Well that was the least if I look back to what he did th-

Stop.

I ding on my phone interrupted my thoughts.

It’s Harry

“Tomorrow is fine babe?” the choice of words surprised me.

I need to take a day off now!

“I’ll be there. Same studio?”

“Yup! Great! See you soon”

“See you.”