My best friend and I got reincarnated as villains

We are F*ck Up -Part 1

Jins' POV

The annoying loud sound of the alarm clock brought me to wake up from my sleep. I started to wriggle and stretch within my cozy,  and warm bed.

I let out a short yawn while I opened my eyes and squinted from the light streaming in through the open window. I sit up and rub my eyes to get a clearer view of my surroundings.

I slide my hand under my shirt as I have this habit of scratching my breast every morning after I wake up.

I yawn. " Awwww what a-"

Suddenly I froze and my eyes widen when I realize my chest is all flat.

"Wait a minute, where are my tits?"

I panic and starts to run to the mirror across the room. I look at myself and see this guy with such an ethereal beauty. 

His face is angular yet soft at the same time. When I tried smiling, he has these cheeks you want to pinch but when he's neutral or being serious, his jawline, although not particularly prominent, does have the element of masculinity to it.

His lips are like pillows. They're so thick that they cast a dark shadow in every photo. He has the face of a polite classy gentleman. He looks like he could be the son's CEO in some K-drama.

I got mesmerized with such beauty this man has but when I got my senses back, I realize I am that man in the mirror. I can't help but scream in shock.

"AHHHHH!"

I think I just alerted someone because I heard the sound of footsteps towards my room. A man in a black suit suddenly opens the door.

"Young master Jin, What happened? I heard a scream from your room" He said.

I can see the agitation and distress on his face. He really looks concerned to me. A familiar name suddenly catches my attention.

"Wait a minute. Did you just call me Jin?" I asked.

With a confused face, he answered me. "Yes, Young Master Jin."

"Wait, you mean the Jin that is the youngest son of the Kim family. The son between the goddess of love, Aphrodite, and Mr. Kim, a mortal mafia leader?" I asked.

"I don't know why you are stating these facts but yes my lord." He answered.

I can't believe I am inside the body of one of the characters in the novel that my best friend and I love to read. This is bad if am I am really Jin then I am one of the villains in this story that ended up dying in end in the hands of the two main characters in this story.

"I am so F*CK up. I don't want to die twice. Once is enough." I said to myself.

The butler called for my attention as he noticed I have been silent for quite a long already.

"Young Master Jin? Is everything alright?" He asked.

I look in his direction and stare at his face. If my memory serves me correctly, this  butler name is.

"Namjoon" I called his name.

"Yes? Young Master Jin?" He asked while facing me.

Namjoon really looks like how the author describes him in the novel. He has the face of an intelligent and kind-hearted scholar, who doesn't talk much, but when given a  chance his eyes light up and look at you in this enchanting way.

His chin is sharp, especially when he smiles. His eyes look almost fox-like in some angles, pulled sharp at the ends but softens as he smiles. He has more prominent whites when he looks ahead. He has an incredibly cute nose. The bridge is straight then at the end, it's like a subtle little curve of a slide.

"Oh shit! Author why do you make all characters in this story so hot. It is not good for my heart." 

I said to myself while biting my lips softly due to an uncontrollable feeling that overwhelms my self-control because he is just too irresistible. 

"Young Master Jin? What's wrong?" 

He asked while walking closer and touching my forehead to check my temperature. This caught me by surprise as I didn't expect him to touch me. I can feel my cheeks warming up as I feel embarrassed since this is new to me. 

"That is weird you look red but you don't have a fever at all." He said while looking at me.

I look away trying to avoid his gaze. "This is nothing. I am fine Namjoon."

"That is the first time." He said.

I look at him all confused. "What do you mean?" 

"You address me by my name young master Jin. Somehow it feels good hearing my name from your mouth." 

He said while giving me a sweet smile.  I didn't know he can smile like that, making me lost for words.

"Damn... so handsome." I said casually.

"Eh?" He asked.

Suddenly I cover my mouth when I realize what I just said.

"I said damn I'm so handsome... ahaha"  I said trying to save my ass.

"Indeed Young Master Jin, you are really beautiful." He said while smiling.

Did he just call me beautiful? This butler is weird sometimes but since you are handsome then I will let you go this time. 

"Young master Jin?" He called.

"Yes?" I asked.

"I already prepared your breakfast downstairs and prepared your bath. Please get ready for school. Young master Jimin will be here soon." He said.

"Oh thank you." 

I give my thanks to Namjoon but he looks baffled there for a second by what I just said. He then shrugs it off and starts to walk away from my room.

"Then I will take my leave Young master."

He leaves the room and closes the door with a smirk on his face. 

"Did he just smirk? Ugh! Whatever that's not what should be my concern right now." 

I let out a sigh then lay down on the bed as I feel so tired.

"As I remember I tried to save my best friend from getting hit by a truck but I ended up both of us getting hit by it. Am I the only one who gets reincarnated? Where is she? Are you alive just like me? Are you doing fine? I have so many questions."

I take a pillow as I hug it tight, pressing my face against it. 

"I miss you. I feel so afraid facing this new world all alone. Where are you bestie? "