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Two weeks have passed and nothing special happened. Draco visited me once in a while checking up on me, Mattheo did quite the opposite. He checked up on me atleast 5 times a day and sometimes stayed the night if i had it rough. My crying decreased. I went more numb by the day. I can walk again, its still hard but i'll get there. We still didn't find out who it was, yet. It is now sunday and tomorrow i want to attend classes again because being in my bed all the time is starting to get boring. Mattheo told me it was a bad idea because the guy who tried to kill me is still running around. But i ignored him and prepared myself for tomorrow. 

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i was laying by myself in bed and got a strange feeling of nothingness. Like i don't exist. Like i'm watching a first person movie. Like i am in someone else's body. I sat up and put my chin on my knees, my arms locking my legs together. Kinda enjoying the feeling of not being myself. Because i hate myself. I hate that i live in a body that has been destroyed by someone else and left for me to deal with it. I walked over to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. Hating every single detail i see on myself. 

The door opened, revealing Mattheo. He closed it and put down his stuff. I walked over to him and kissed him. It took him by surprise but he kissed me back without hesitation. I turned us around and made him sit on the bed, not breaking the kiss i put myself on his lap. He grabbed my face and broke the kiss. 

"What are you doing?" He asked confused. 

"What does it look like i'm doing, silly." i answered, kissing him again. I moved my hands to his trousers and opened them revealing his boxers. He pulled my hands away and looked up at me.

"We can't y/n.." He sighed. 

"Why not?" i furrowed my brows. 

"Because.. you're still recovering." i ignored him and kissed him again moving my hands back to his boxers taking them off. I had only a sleeping dress on and underwear so i pulled off my underwear and placed myself above his hard dick, just touching the tip. 

"Wait, are you sure?" Mattheo asked me holding my hips. I nodded. 

"I'm going to need words." he smiled. 

"Yes." i whispered. 

I lowered myself on him and we both made a face of relief. My lips formed a smile and i started riding him, he guided me with his hands on my waist. 

When i threw my head back and exposed my neck, Mattheo started sucking on my skin right under my ear. I slowly started moaning of his touch. He made circular movements on my clit with his thumb. 

He turned us around and took the lead. My hands made their way to his hair and started grabbing it in pleasure. 

He lowly moaned against my neck giving me shivers up my spine. I arched my back in response. He took my hands that were in his hair and pinned them above my head. He went down and put his mouth over my pussy. Licking awfully slow, trying to tease me. 

I moaned out and he put his hand over my mouth. My walls tightened and i felt myself release underneath him. His hand muffled the sounds i made. 

He went back up to my lips and kissed them slowly. Inserting himself again i moaned because i was sensitive now. He lifted one of my legs to gain more access. He kissed me slowly and lustfully as he moaned into my mouth.

I felt myself getting close again so i started rubbing my clit. We both came at the same time and moaned in each others mouth. He laid down next to me and i put my head on his chest. The only sound was the rain falling against the windows and our heavy breathing.