Idk venting

October 30th 2021

Nothing really bad has Happened today
Well that's a lie.

Blue got invited to go to a convention,
With teacher ya'know my ex friend.
Blue didn't even tell me that she was
Going!
I found out because she posted it on her story.
Teacher has been spreading rumors about how I used them.
IM NOT EVEN IN THERE MOMS CLASS!
Teacher openly hates me and blue just doesn't even care about it.
She comforts me and shit.
But
It doesn't mean anything to me if she continues to just hangout and be buddy buddy with teacher.
She could've atleast told me she was going to hang out with her?
I wouldn't have even minded that much!
Sure I really hate teacher with a passion but it's ok if blue wants to hangout with them.
It pisses me off though.
I've told her about how it makes me feel but she didn't even care like at all.
Then when she got home she just pretended like nothing happened.
Wtf
She's now doubting that I love her.
I love her so much it's unhealthy.
I don't know maybe I'm just really stressed.

I don't want to talk about this anymore.
So I'm now talking to my friend latte while writing this.

She's really sweet I'm hanging out with her for
Halloween. I only met her this year but she's already one of my best friends! It's kinda sad how easily she just became such a good friend.
Maybe I needed another friend.
With mushroom slowly distancing themself thinking I don't know maybe latte is good for me?

⚠️TW: Homophobia ⚠️

Ive always done pretty well with homophobic people.
Or i think I have at least.
But recently everything has been going downhill.
This guy kept on calling me slurs and calling me a slut asking to see my arms. It was the middle of class and I just ran out crying because I couldn't handle it.
It makes me sad thinking about how easily he got to me and, how I just let it happen.

⚠️TW OVER⚠️

Me and my brother went out and got Chick-fil-A
It was nice there was a guy with a frog hat on
It made me a lot happier even if the guy didn't know it.

Song suggestion! 

My play by AJR

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I'm not quite sure how to end this but, I love you and thank you for reading this!<333