I Can't Feel Anything (Brian Stells X Reader)

Sadness

"So, wait, Brian, if Bon chased you out of the facility, does that mean that-"

"He escaped from the facility, and now we've got a murderous animatronic on the loose." Brian grimaced. Y/N got upset at the thought of that. "Yeah..." She paced around the room, thinking. "I have an idea." Y/N stopped and looked at Brian. "What's your idea?" "Jack Walten had three children, right? And while two of them disappeared, one of them is still out there."

"What's their name?" Y/N asked. "Sophie, Sophie Walten. Don't ask me how I know this." She nodded. "Alright, looks like we're gonna have to search for her, huh?" Now Brian nodded. "Yes." She smiled. "Well, at least now we're actually getting somewhere with our investigation."

"Y/N?" Y/N raised an eyebrow. "Hm?" "May I please use your shower?" She nodded. "Sure." The corpse took a few moments to get up, before limping to the bathroom. Brian took off his now disgusting, blood stained hoodie he got from Y/N, and stepped into the shower.

He couldn't feel the water. He knew it was hitting him, yet he felt nothing. Was it cold? Was it warm? He had no idea. He washed up, cleaning every last spot of blood off himself. As soon as he was done, he stepped out of the shower. "Y/N!" He shouted. "Yes Brian?!" She responded. "Can I have some fresh clothes!?"

"Sure!" Y/N went to her room, grabbed a hoodie and some sweatpants, and brought them to the door. "I've got some clean clothes for you." Brian opened the door a little bit and took the clothes from her. He shut the door and put on the clean clothes. 

He stared at himself in the mirror. While his face was still horribly mangled, now he could at least pass for a normal man under the right circumstances. He still hated what he had become.

He walked out of the bathroom and down the stairs. "Y/N?" "Yes Brian?" Brian walked into the living room where Y/N was sitting. "May I please have something to eat?" She nodded. "Sure. I have some cereal in the cabinet." 

Brian opened the cabinet and pulled out a box of cereal. He grabbed a bowl from the other cabinet. He didn't even bother getting milk, he just poured the cereal into the bowl and brought it to the table (after getting a spoon, of course).

He scooped up some cereal and put it in his mouth. Or, at least, he tried to. Then he realized that he couldn't even eat because of his missing lower jaw. He slammed his fist against the table. "Brian? Are you okay?"

"NO Y/N! I AM NOT OKAY! HAVE YOU SEEN ME?! I'M AN ABOMINATION, A FREAK! I CAN'T FEEL ANYTHING! I.... I just... I-I just want to feel again...."

Brian started crying.

Y/N walked over to Brian and patted his back, even though she knew he couldn't feel it. "Hey, hey, Brian, everything's gonna be okay.. if.... if it makes you feel better, I don't find your face that bad.. in fact, I find you kind of handsome..."

Brian turned to look at her.

"Y-You do?..." Y/N nodded. "Yeah, I do." Brian gave a sad smile.

"Thank you Y/N.."