Our world (Blossick)

Ch 12th

Blossom P.O.V.

I still can't believe he'll be with me until the end. He's so kind. I would love to be with him for the rest of my life, but I have to sacrifice myself for my people. If I will not, Jeffrey will destroy everything and I can't let that happen. But maybe Brick and I can fight? Or maybe he'll die and I blame myself for the rest of my life? What if he'll do something to himself when I'll belong to other man? Why is it so complicated?! I want everyone to be safe, but how?! Ahh headache!

"Hey, Bloss, what happened?" Brick cached me from falling.

"Ahh, so complicated! My head hurts..." I complained as he gently cared my cheek and put me down on the chair. We sat in the train alone for awhile. No one else wanted to drive to Dragonflies. Everyone knows it would be a suicidal act. But we? We're crazy and we're together and that is a mix that no ones want to meet.

"Brick? C-Can you get me some water please?" I asked weakly.

"Of course" he answered.
Brick left fact for drinks and I left there. Alone. Suddenly something pops out in my head... What if my father is already dead?! No, it can't be... He's too strong and smart. But maybe...

I felt chill going through my veins. Everything was freezing but I didn't felt the coldness from outside. It was coming out of me. You didn't protected them. You worthless brat! You will never be as good as they were. You didn't deserve to be leader. You didn't deserve to live! The voice inside my head was whispering. I can't. I fell on my knees. We don't know that he's dead... Other voice came into my head. Well, we know that its all her fault, she knew there was a danger and she left. Dark voice said. And right now we can't do anything about that, just go there and see what will happen

"I'm back" I heard Brick saying next to me and handed me a glass of water. "You're ok? You don't look so good, maybe travel there wasn't a goo-"

"I'm ok...I just...worry about some stuff don't mind that" I smiled as I sipped cold water. It was like heaven to drink it. I put my head on Brick's shoulder and he warped his arm around me.

"Thank you. Thank you for not leaving me. I really appreciate it"

"Always my love" he kissed my forehead.

"I just hope I'm doing a right thing, you know"

"Of course It will be hard for both of us and I don't even know how I gonna be without you..." he looked at me "...but, as long as you ready for it, I am too" he smiled at he and I smiled back. He was so warm. I hugged him and felt how his hands around me hold me tight. I was safe around him, it's like everything bad just flew away when he touches me.

"Everything is gonna be ok, Blossom, I promise" he whispered and I fell asleep in his hands.

I know, it was short and I'm sorry. I'm so lazy and dumb to do something, but I'll finish this book ^^ again sorry about being so late.