akaza x reader!

Blood, sweat, and tears....

I sat there and stared and stared in a daze of what i just did to my older sibling.( if you don't have one you can put younger just i am going to base this off of a older sibling sorry xx) Akaza is sitting there watching me with confusion " what's wrong Y/n?" he said " i-i" i said shaking " k-killed" starring at his life-less body on the floor " yes you killed someone whats wrong with you today?" he asked " nothing lets go back go on ahead i have to hide the body" " ok" he ran without looking back towards me.." oh my sweet brother/sister I am so sorry.." i look all over his body and i saw the pocket watch i gave to him for a birthday gift it had a picture of us two together smiling in a chair with a cute bow in our hair being silly "i- am so sorry" i took the pocket watch and took his/her/their body to the family grave and laid his their and left a note on his body is said the following " I found this man/woman laying on the ground and dead i found out their name is ( first last ) please put him here to rest request from the family "  i said my prayer and said sorry and prayed for my family and ran off into the distance and cried because killing of my only other family member alive felt horrible i feel like i was dead on the inside when i got the castle i asked to speak to muzan... He said yes to be honest he never says yes tot he other upper Moons  but i think that he might have something to say.. maybe? i went to his door and bowed " come in Y/n." i heard him say i enter and sat down. " what might you need?" he asked i got angry " you knew " i said trying to stay calm " why" i asked " I needed him gone" he said not looking at me " SO YOU- thought it was ok just to make me wipe everyone from my own clan just because i am working with you?! " " yes, i must to make sure the future would be better for me not only you and the others" " THATS MY- MY clan we are talking about! i am the only one left How can I keep my clan going?!" " you will find out soon enough Y/n and stop yelling at me" he looked up at me " i must leave now " i said and went out the door i heard him sigh to himself as i walked away into my room i heard a knock as soon as i went into my room " come in" i said " sorry to bother you but muzan wanted me to give this to you" it was daki? " put it over there and leave please i am very tired" " sure no problem get some rest Y/n" after she left i got up and went to the book she dropped off i opened it and saw... plans? plans for the next attack why must i know this...  maybe this is his plan maybe he wanted to get rid of my clan and get rid of me in this mission.. i think i am overthinking this i think it might be just a normal mission i read the rest of the plans and saw the step to kill my brother/sister in this book.. the reasoning behind this.. so.. shocking i closed the book and went to my bed crying myself into the deepest slumber of all 

624 words wanted to get this one chapter out trying to put one up every day but it might be hard for me after awhile but i will try to post more today XX