akaza x reader!

being scolded..

( sorry for all of the authors notes really don't have time sorry long chapter but i am doing this bc i feel so bad!) 

I had awoken form my sleep by a knock and my door opened..  Muzan came into the room i whined and got up he was seated on my couch ( you have one of the biggest rooms) i came out and sat " She won't bother you.. how is your mission going Y/n" he asked me " good so far, what do you want me to do exactly muzan.. well if you don't mind me asking" he sighed " might as well tell you..." he explained what he had in mind i was shocked and my heart was pounding from him bringing up...ah its nothing " you got all that" he asked " do your job and well don't fail me." he said slamming the door I went out my door to see him standing there " what do you want Y/n.." he said almost turning around " i wanted to go see Douma.... " me knowing Douma was outside the door " i-i might have fell for him" i said sitting there " i don't care in who you like"  he said as he walked away douma went away as well i knew his presents was there and there was someone else that was there and i couldn't tell who... but that doesn't matter at this point in time i will find out who it was but it's not time to think about who it was now i have more important things in mind at the moment anyways ugh i can't stand that i said that right there in front of douma himself i feel so... i don't know how to explain it but it is a weird feeling but its not love .. i don't know what it is.. is it friend ship.. no... maybe? i am not sure at this point maybe i will find out my true feelings about douma who knows i really feel like its not him that i like or you could say love i think it might be someone else in my past that i still have feelings for who knows but that's not the main adjective here, we need to find this flower and my personal mission given to me so I can get praised by muzan not only do i want to get praised i want to feel something else other than pure confusion i mean that;s not only what i feel but ever since i was asked to join the upper moons i have been feeling is confusion that's really it if i was asked to do something i would be sitting there like a dog not understanding what the human is saying or you could say what Muzan is saying that's really the only being that can boss me around if you think about it he is my only superior i have to worry about other than demon slayers i have to worry about or hashiras. i think i could easily beat them but i am just wonder if i could? i mean maybe the rank under them but i am not sure i mean all the slayers i was sent to kill were the 2nd rank or lower so i am not sure if i am strong like the upper moon one but i can maybe do a small cut on him in battle but i have more speed than he does me and douma are very fast maybe because he is getting old? maybe? no clue but i am going back to bed all this thinking got my head hurting i got in bed and i fell into a dead  sleep.....

630 words srry for the grammar and that i haven't been uploading but i wanted to make this short and sweet but i will be posting more xx