Bakugou pov
I woke up in my room all alone, it was dark,I felt relaxed ,I took a deep breath, then felt a light breeze, making me shiver ,and then I saw him again.
"You look tired, why don't you go back to sleep" deku said ,as he sat down beside me "I'm not tired"I said, then we locked eyes "hey deku, did I actually kill you?"I asked ,surprisingly calm.
"Yeah, well that's what you think ,at least" he said ,with a shrug, I looked at him confused "what do you mean?"I straightened my back "well ,if I'm dead ,then how am I here?" And then,the weight of the situation finally dunned to me.
I slowly got up ,and stared at deku with deathly eyes "huh..." I said ,I slowly touched him ,and....and ,I felt him! He was so cold ,freezing even ,my hands slowly traveled ,and intertwined into my hair ,my eyes were dull ,and in that moment I looked at the edge of the bed ,and chuckled.
I started smashing my head ,on the edge of the bed ,I didn't think at all ,all I knew was that I was going crazy ,I couldn't be a hero anymore ,and if I kept living ,my life would slowly become hell, and I would plead to try and end my misery ,how did I know this ,well ,that look in his eyes ,the look of emptiness startled me.
And so,here I was ,smashing my head on the edge of the bed ,as I pleaded for the pain to go away ,but I kept adding the pain ,cause the more pain I felt ,the less time I would have to live.
Crack
That beautiful noise made my heart flutter ,as I knew that I achieved what I was longing for ,what I knew I would be longing for.......death.
And the first chapter is over, it might be a bit confusing ,and short ,but I promise it'll be worth your time :)
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What if...
FanfictionThis book is kinda a part two of my book (nIghtmares) so anyways..... After bakugou finds out that deku died , and that he was actually imagining him all this time.One encounter with the green head ,makes the blond go feral ,making him do something...
