Zabini (Enemies to Friends to Lovers)

ch 3 daddy issues

TW: mentions SA

y/n woke up,still laying on ron's shoulder.

" your up,you feeling sober ?" ron asked

" yeah, weasley why do we hate each other so much?"

" i don't hate you,you hate me"

" no i don't,i wanna get to know you "

" and i wanna get to know you.... what happened last year you and blaise seemed like you where going thru something"

" our parents divorced like 4 years ago and he cut us off and he passed last year,he fucked me up mentally but he's my dad and i love him no matter what"

" what was your childhood like zabini?"

" you can call me y/n and it was rough,very rough,my dad stuck around but he wasn't present. he cheated on my mum and he was abusive but she never left. i didn't get why when i was younger but i know now" y/n took a breathe " he broke her heart and left money in her hands, she stayed for the money,she stayed for me and blaise she wanted to give us the life she never had.her only goal was to give us everything and more. the year they got divorced my mum caught him.... and i'm so bloody happy she did "

" caught him cheating ?"

" no wealsey she caught him touching me" y/n said starting to break down he would always say he was sorry and that i look so much like my mum and he wouldn't do it again but he would every night and i was in a really dark place mentally. but when she saw him and threatened to kill him.she stayed in my room the rest of that night and when i woke up my dad was gone" by now she was sobbing " i didn't cry when he left at first but when he died all i wanted to know was where he went we he left,he started a new family and treating them like angels and it hurts me more then anything,because we weren't good enough for him" y/n realized how much she just said and how hard she was crying. " i'm so sorry i over shared"

ron reached to hug her.y/n buried  her face into his sweater as she cried.

" i feel like throwing up i'm so sorry y/n" ron whispered running his fingers thru her hair " no one deserves to go thru that,i'm so so sorry  " 

" there it goes i said too much,why do i always spill"

" y/n it's so good you got that out,it's gonna get easier to cope with after some time"

" no it won't,i can't even think about my dad without crying,i wish i had a normal childhood,it's really late i should be getting back to my dorm now"

" y/n you can come to my dorm if you want,i know your sleepy and the slytherin commons is a far walk from here"

" i mean i could but wouldn't people amuse something"

" not if you leave before everyone wakes up"

"i like the way you think wealsey "

" ron "

" i know what your name is weasley "

" yeah but we're on a first name basis "

" are we now ?"

" yes miss y/n now come on you need your beauty rest"

" coming"

y/n and ron slowly walked into the dorm.ron climbed up to his bed.

" well shit i thought you were gonna be joining me y/n"

" oh i am,i'm taking my heels off"

" ohh"

y/n climbed into ron's bed and laid her head on his chest.

" night weasley" she said planting a kiss on his forehead.

" night zabini "

word count:612
best chapter i've ever wrote idc