Waking Up Sucks (Sometimes)

Twenty-two.

It takes a huge amount of effort not to breakdown and cry in front of him.

He knows the words I've been longing to hear.

And I'm starting to get scared.

"H-hey, why are you crying? Did I say something wrong?"

I immediately shook my head as a response when he tried to console me. Panic was still visibly plastered on his face.

"K...kana.."

Tears continuously flowed down even though I'm suppressing myself not to.

Welp, congratulations for embarrassing yourself in front of him.

"I'm sorry, P... but, can I cut this date short? I...I'm not feeling w-well.."

He immediately understood the situation. He chose not to speak, even though his face says the otherwise.

Talk about the visible crease on his forehead.

"I...I'll text you, P. Again, I'm sorry."

"I understand. Just, please.. take care."

"You too, P."

This is so overwhelming.