Dard Bhara Pyaar

Part 2 one night marriage

She walked towards her room with karan following her and he knows with the look on his dad's face that even he did not going to do anything again his mom's decision. And just standing there blankly for few minute he left from there with tears in his eyes and he drove madly to the beach god knows how he reached there safely as all the time the moments his proposal to shweta and how she insulted him in front of his friends and all and breaks his heart starts flashing in his mind how she first makes him fall in love with him when he is intern in Sanjeevani Hospital this makes him more aagiagated and in pain and in all his nagger he drove car so much madly breaking all rules but he did reached safely on the beach and as he reached on beech he just banged his hand in steering wheel and injured his hand but that is nothing as his heart is in much more pain than that and after sitting inside the car for few minutes armaan moved towards the sea with tears flowing continuously from his blue eyes well that never did stopped even from the time his mom said those words to him and just walking aimlessly on the beach he was numb with his parents words and he walked to the end of shore and finally when he could not takes it anymore he screamed hard while slumping on his knees punching his hand hardly on the big stone was placed there and he screamed in pain looking at the sky with eyes filled with tears, heart filled with pain a hand which is flowing blood but did he care even no not at all his pain is much more than this and he can't do anything as
A''kyoon mere saath hii aisee ho raha haiin aakhir kya bigada hain maine kisii kaa vo shweta jab ose mujhse pyaar tha hii nahin tou kyoon dikhawa kiyya aapnein pyaar ka maine tou ose nahin kaha tha mere qareeb ane ko aur jab mujhe oos se pyaar ho gayya tab osnein mera dill aise toda itnii berukhi se kii main chah kar bhi oos dard se nahin nikal pa rahaa hun aur sirff dard bhar gayyi vo merii zindagi meiin ooska vo mere liyye time pass merii poori zindagi tabah kar gayya I hate you shweta main tumhe kabhie maf nahin karunga merii zindagi tabah karne ke liyye''
He looked as he remembered all the memories of shweta and then he punched hard in the stone more remembering her smiling face when she breaks his heart and did his insult and then he just
A''aur aaj mom-dad aapnein bhi mujhe paraya kar diyya naa mujhse dur jaane kii baat kar arehin hain aap log jabki jaante hain kii main aap logon ke bina nahin reh paunga kyonn nahin samjhte mom-dad aap kii mera rishton par koi vishwas nahin raha hain main kisii ko khushi nahin den paunga kaise samjhaun main aapko mom-dad main aapse bahut pyaar karta hun aur aapko dard nahin den sakta hun main par aap log tou mere mom-dad ho naa aap logon ko tou mujhe samjhna chahiye aap log tou mujhe jaante ho ache se mom-dad fir bhi kaise kar sakte ho aap yeh sab mom-dad''
He remembered as he recalled all his moments with his parents from his childhood till now how his mom-dad every time supported him in his school, his decision for going for medical, always supported him in his every decision every time love him like anything doted on him and for shweta too they are happy because he is happy and now he cant believe his those parents are not understanding him at all.
And then armaan looked in the sky he suddenly saw a face which his heart may be wants to makes him see as if it was his heart's reflection and then he just punched his hand on stone more hardly
A''aur tum riddhima tum tou dava karti thi naa merii best friend honein kaa aab kahan ho tum jabmujeh tumhari sabse zayda zarurat hain kaisi dosti riddhima rtumhari kii aaj tumhare best friend kii zidnagi meiin yeh sab chal rahaa hain aur mujhe yeh bhi nahin pata kii tum kahan ho jis se main aapne best friend ke pas hug karke jee bhar ke ro lun par nahin tum bhi riddhima doosron kii tarha bina kuchh bole mujhe chod kar gayyi naa tum kitna dhundha tha maine tumhe koi message nahin bas bina kuchh kahe challi gayyi tum kyyon riddhima tum kyoon gayyi aapnein best friend ko chod kar''
He cried more and more remembering the three relations of his life his parents relations which gives him so much love, his best friend who is support all the way in medical college that he can lies on her with even eyes closed just left him without saying anything without meeting him even once and the third relation his so called love that breaks him to pieces breaks him beyond repair. He don't knows what to do what bad he do that his life is in such a mess and there is right now no one who can hear him and understands his grief and pain he just feels that there is nothing left in his life.
The whole day armaan sits on the beech looking to the waves and just remembering and recalling his life when he is happy man and now he just feels pain and it was almost mid-night when he gets up with red puffy eyes and picked his hoes and then with determined decision he walks back to his house.
In mallik house hold karan and nandini walked in living room as armaan is not back yet they are worried for him like hell he is not picking his cell and he even did not went to sanjeevani not with his friends now both of them worried for his safety they were thinking to file a police report when suddenly they heard car's sound and within a second they saw armaan walks inside and just seeing him nandini rushed to him and takes him in his motherly hug
N''armaan tuu kahan chala gayya tha hum kitne pareshan ho gayye the armaan hum kitna dar rahein the armaan beta''
And karan too went closer to them seeing him he sighed in relief seeing his son fine though he is disveled  his shirt is out of place eyes are red and swollen and then he just placed his hand on his shoulder
K''han armaan aise koi karta hain kya beta tuu theek tou hain naa aage se aisee mat karna armaan we love you armaan beta''
He said and armaan just nodded he is so broken from inside and then he speaks coldly as he decided what he has to do and then
A''mom -dad main shaadi ke liyye ready hun aab mujhe room meiin jaana hain bahut tired ho gayya hun main so I am please excuse me mom -dad ''
He said and starts walking towards his room while nandini and karan shocked hearing him and karan is the one who just speaks
K''armaan yeh tuu kya keh raha hain Shaadi  armaan I mean are you sure armaan beta '
A''mere sure honein se kya farak padta hain dad main aap donow ko aur hurt nahin karna chahta so I am ready aapko jo karna hain kar lijiyega mom'''
He said and then just walked away from there feeling nothing in his heart just pure anger that no one is there when he needs someone and he don't even cry now as if his tears were too finished and karan nandini gives each-other support they knows armaan can only comes back to his normal life when he will close that chapter of his life and that's what he did with a amazing life partner.
Next morning as armaan walked downstairs his mom called him as
N''armaa beta zara yahan tou ana''
And armaan just walked towards her don't wants to talk about anything
A''mom aagar aapko kuch khas kam nahin hain tou can I go to hospital please mom main''
He said and nandini just shakes her head she knows he is not up to himself and just said yes for her sake and then nandini just says
N''armaan dekh naa yeh photo maine ise tere liyye pasand kiyya hain baht achii ladki hain tere jaise doctor hain beta dekh''
Till nandini finished karan too joined them and armaan just control his anger it was going on his veins and he just closed his eyes try to calm down
A''aap logon ne dekh liyya naa mujhe aab koi interests nahin hain aap log kuch bhi kar sakte hain mujhe zindagi ne kabhie koi options nahin diyye hain so aab bhi nahin chahiye''
He said coldly and karan and nandini just looked at him blankly and before either of them says anything armaan speaks before
A''now excuse me I have to report to hospital''
And he just leaves from there without giving a look to his parents and karan and nandini looked at each-other and then finally nandini speaks up leaning on his shoulder saying truthfully to him
N''karan hum kuch galat tou nahin kar rahii armaan ne dekha kaise baat karii jaise ooski aankhon meiin kuch bacha hii nahin dekha ooski aankhein kitni bechain thi jaise ose hum par trust hii nahin raha hain''
Karan nodded and holds his wife he knows she is saying what is truth and he just knows that thing too that what they are doing is good too and then finally karan while caressing her arm that
K''nandu it is fine armaan ko time chahiye hum jo kar rahein hain vo sahii hain nandu is time armaan ko 1 saathi kii zarurat hain jo ose ooske kadwe ateet se bahar nikal saken so nandu trust yourself''
He said and nandini nodded and then they hugged each-other.
In night armaan comes home whole tired and exhausted he has so much surgeries lined up as he actually buried himself deep in his work don't wants to think anything about his messy life and as soon he walked inside he saw his mom and dad working on something as he is confused what is going on there but he shrugged his thoughts away and was walking towards his room when his mom engulfed him in a bear hug and he is surprised but he reacted his mom's hug and then he heard his mom and
N''main bahut khush hun armaan aaj kul purohit jii aye the aur oonhone terii shaadi ka muhorat 4 din baad nikala hain beta''
And that brings a big shock to armaan he just said yes and here is married got fixed within four days itself and he looked at his mom and dad and they are so happy and then karan breaks his trance as
K''armaan buddy tuu khush tou hain naa beta bas iske baad next year tak koi muharat nahin tha isiliyye humne aab final kar diyya beta''
A''koi zarurat nahin hain dad mere bare meiin kabhie kisii ne nahin socha tou mujhe mat poochiye aapko jo karna hain kar sakte hain aapko merii permission kii zarurat nahin hain yeh samajh lijiye kii armaan jo kar raha haiin aapnein parents ke liyye kar raha haiin''
K''armaan at least ladki kii photo tou dekh len''
Karan said and armaan just clenched in his fists and
A''nahin dad koi zarurat nahin hain aap logon ne dekh liyya naa''
And without giving a glance to his parent she left to his room leaving karan and nandini just thinking and praying this wedding makes their son happy and he will understand that they are thinking about him only.
Next four days passed in haste and in wedding preparations but armaan just cut him from all the preparation he even goes to the hospital even before two days of his wedding he sits home only when his mom tied some auspicious thread on his wrist and tells him not to go outside till his wedding time and armaan just agrees with his mom well he is burning with all the anger and frustration building inside him what a irony he was getting married in two days he don't even saw his would-be wife's face let along her face he don't even knows her name it's not he is interested at all well no but he was going to tie the life time relationship with someone and he just knows one thing that he will be never able to trust anyone more and he will be hating the fact that he has to do this because of his parents and he with the each passing second in these four days hating everyone around him, he even don't liked to comes in front of his parents as he don't knows how he will be reacted to them as he is angry with them too that they are actually emotional blackmailing him in the relationship and this thing making him more heart broken and the anger is raising in his veins and he can't even let go out of his anger and his anger makes him frustrated and irritated more that he even start hurting his already hurt heart.
Finally it is the wedding day of armaan and armaan is not at all happy as well he is not at all interested in this wedding thing but somehow he just completed all the rituals and he comes back to Mallik Mansion with his wife and he did not see her face still as first he is not at all interested in it he is just doing all the rituals with numb body and all but he do feels some kind of satisfaction when he tied Mangalsutra in her neck and put sacred Sindoor in her Maang but he shrugged his thoughts away and he did not saw her face even because secondly her face is covered in her veil and when he comes home his mom happily did all the rituals and with some stupid games in his eyes with so much teasing of his friends and cousins which makes him much more angry he just wants to let go from there as there is some weird kind of feelings going in his heart as his mind is reacting numb because of his wedding which he did not wants at all. After sometime an non-pleased armaan is pushed inside his room where his wife is waiting for him with so many tips from his guy cousins and the teasing from his girl cousins and that was doing nothing just makes him angrier more and more and as soon he reached inside the room he saw the beautiful decorated room and he saw it was decorated beautifully with red roses and the whole room having aroma of scented candled and that makes armaan more angrier the things which are a beautiful dream for everyone in this world and he just clenched his fists in anger and then he saw his wife unwanted wife sitting on his bed with her face covered with veil and for a mere second his heart wants to go and look at her but then again his past bad memories comes runs again in front of his eyes and he just lost every control that he has on his senses as he heard her anklet sound and he just blasted on her without looking at her as he
A''maine aapse yeh shaadi aapni khushi se bilkul bhi nahin karii hain maine yeh shaadi aapne parents aapni mom ke dawab meiin aakar karii hain mujhe rishton par koi vishwas nahin hain maine yeh rishta bas aapne parents ko dikhane ke liyye kiyya aur kuch nahin main aapse kuch bhi nahin den sakta naa kushi naa patni ka haq main aapse koi bhi rishta nahin rakh sakta hun naa hii rakhna chahta hun maine yeh dawab kii shaadi naa hii kabhie aapnaoga mujhe kisii ke pyaar par naa tou bharosa karna hain naa hii koi rishta banana hain tou behtar hoga kii hum yeh faaltu ka rishta aaj hii khtam kar len naa aap yahan rahein merii biwi banker naa main aapko dekhun aapni biwi ke rup meiin kyunki main aapko nahin aapnauga tou mujhe aisa koi rishta nahin jeena hain logon ke liyye bhi nahin jiska naa aage chalakar naa aaj hii koi wazood hain tou behtar yehii hain kii aap apnein ghar vaapis laut jaayen humesha ke liyye aap aapni zindagi vaise hii jeeyen jaise aaj iss shaadi se pehle jeeti ayi hain aur main bhi iss shaadi ko 1 boora sapna samajh kar bhul jayiyega mere paas is baat ka koi answer nahin hain kii jab iss shaadi ko nibhana hii nahin haiin tou kyoon karii maine aapse shaadi par main aab aapkii zindagi ke saath aur khilwad nahin kar sakta yahan reh kar tou aap kabhie bhi khush nahin reh paayengi isiliyye yehii behtar hain kii aap aapnein gharr laut jayen kyunki uiss rishte main naa tou aaj kuch hain naa hii kal kuch hain maafi nahin magoga kabhie aapse kyunki jo aapke saath kiyya hain ooska koi maafi nahin hain aur mujhe ache se pata hain jo maine kiyya hain vo kabhie sahi nahin ho skata par yahan aapko 1 galat umeed par bandh kar nahin rakh sakta main aapko kyunki kuch nahin hoga humari iss shaadi kaa isiliyye laut jayiye aap aapne gharr humesha ke liyye main abs itna hii keh sakta hun aapse iss waqt jayiye chale jayiye aur hum shayad aab kabhie nahin milenge aapni zindagi meiin jo rahein humari jud gayyi hain ose abhie aalag karna behtar hoga aaj yeh aapko bhi kam takleef dengi aur main mujhe chodiye chale jayiyega yahan se aap kal subh main aab iss rishte ko aur nahin seh sakta hun yeh Dr. sirff ghutan den raha haiin mujhe bas yehii hain''
And armaan after saying these words to his wife well his so called wife in his eyes fells on the couch and just closed his eyes while the sleep is miles away from his eyes still he tried to sleep as he knows he hurts someone too and he just heard the muffle sobs of her and just feeling her sobs he knows he wants to wipe her tears as he don't knows why he feels pain in his heart and being a good person that thing hurts armaan and he never knows when thinking about all the things and when he did not takes this more torture any more her muffle cries he just went away from there while shutting the door don't wants to feel that weird feeling in his heart and hearing her sobs and cries just increasing his guilt.
Next day as armaan walked inside the home it was almost 11 o' clock and he spend his all night at the beach figuring out why his life is such a mess and crying for hurting anyone who has no fault in this but he can't even accepts this relationship at all he knows he can't believe anyone and he just thinks that no one is made for him by god and he has to spends his life all alone and as he sneaked outside the house in mid night no one saw him as with the so called wedding all were hell tired and was sleeping so he is saved from any queries and now as he walked inside the house he saw the house is quite there is no commotion as going from four days as he thinks may be all his relatives left and what he did not knows that someone else too and as he walked towards his room he finds his mom is crying and his dad is sitting by his side and as soon they heard footsteps as armaan makes his way towards them to knows what happened and as soon they heard his footsteps they gives him a deadly look and nandini just shouted in her voice
N''karan ise bol dijiye merii nazron se dur ho jaaye yeh aab kya chahiye ise isnein oos masom ladki kii zindagi tou kharab kar hii dii shaadi kee aagle hii din vo ladki humesha ke liyye aapne maayke laut gayyi ise bol dijiye aaj se mera aur iska koi rishta nahin hain dur ho jaaye yeh merii nazron se''
She said and armaan is shocked hearing his mom's words did that girl to be precisely says his wife actually left him but why he is shocked he is the only one who tells her to leave and go and she did do whatever he says to her left in the morning itself not showing her face to him he don't knows why but he feels sudden pain in his heart as if something very important snatched away from him
K''sambhalo nandu aapnein aap ko shant ho jao tumhari tabiyat theek nahin hain pehle hii please aab shant ho jao tum it's a request''
He said and armaan comes closer to his mom as he just speaks as
A''mom''
N''karan please ise yahan se le jayiye mujhe iskii shakal se bhi nafrat ho rahii hain jab yeh sab karna tha kyoon karii oos bechari ladki kii zidnagi kharab isnein''
K''armaan tum yahan se abhie cahlee jao mujhe tumse yeh ummed nahin thi aagar yehii sab karna tha tou kyoon han karii thi tumne shaadi ko lekar aapnein saath saath oos bechari kii hansti khelti zindagi meiin aag laga dii tumne armaan I feels ashamed that you are my son''
He said giving him a bad look and armaan has tears in his eyes and he just looked at his parents and then speaks up shouting almost in anger and in pain
A''tou kya karta main koi aur raaasta choda tha aap logon ne mere pas aagar shaadi nahin karta tou aap log mujhe chod kar chale jaate par main kisii ko jhoothi khushiyan bhi nahin den sakta tha mujhse nahin hota yeh isliyye maine ose sab bata diyya kal raat ko hii aur jaane ko bhi bol diyya jo 1 blunder humari shaadi maine karii thi vo aab main ose aur dard nahin den sakta tha kam se kam aapnein gharr jaakar khsuh tou rahegi yahan par tou mera pyaar naa paakar ek bebuniyad rishte meiin rehkar ek khokhle rishte meiin jeekar takleef hii hotii oos se bas isiliyye kiyya yeh sab maine aur aap logon ko sharam ati hain naa mujh par kii main aapka beta hun tou nahin saamne aaunga aap logon ke main aab kabhie chala jaata hun main yahan se''
He said and left from there leaving a crestfallen nandini an karan behind what they thought that this marriage will makes armaan happy but how the things turned armaan himself don't wants to be happy so how he can be and they just cried in each-other's arms feeling so much guilty for their own actions that they spoiled one girl's life and then they are angry on armaan he did the biggest blunder of his life and they knows he is going to regret this later on his life after they saw the life and knows he will gets to knows it later on and now they even just don't wants to see his face even it hurt them beyond limits and they remembered the smiling face of their daughter-in-law they has attachment with her just in few time and they knows she will be the one for their son if he even gives her a chance.