In my mind

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I need to get this off my chest
'cause right now I can't focus
I will said it once and only once
and then I'll be out
I tried your way, believe me,
But it didn't work out
So now I'm gonna do it my way
And see how it turns out
'cause I can't keep pretending anymore
The smile and the mask are gone
Do you understand ?

So forgive me but I made up my mind
And I won't change it this time
I know you won't understand
But it's alright I don't mind
Not anymore

The mask stays strong until it cracks
and fails
Yeah the mask will fall
The heart stays strong until it shatters
And breaks
Yeah the heart will broke

I've been thinking about it for a while now
Say fuck everything and leave it all behind
To restart everything, strat fresh, start anew
'cause if I can't put down my pen
And if I can't stop writing words
And if I can't shut up about movies
Then maybe all else isn't for me
And if they can't bloody accept it
Then Fuck everything I'm gonna do it
Even if I have to pay for it

What ? Why are looking at me like I'm
Crazy ?
I'm not crazy, 'cause I know people like me
And if some words destroyed me
What they say to me save me
Are you following me ?

The mask stays strong until it cracks
and fails
Yeah the mask will fall
The heart stays strong until it shatters
And breaks
Yeah the heart will broke

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