Fixing her heart (hollyoaks)

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Things with Mia and Sami had been tense since Mia had told him she wanted to wait before they tried for a baby. Mia knew she didn't feel like it was the right time.

When she woke that morning, she walked downstairs. She saw Diane sitting on the sofa. "Morning love. You okay?" She asked as she looked at her.

Mia nodded. "I'm good. Sami wants us to have a baby. I don't think it's the right time. Especially after everything that's happened."

"That's your choice at the end of the day Mia. Has he been okay with you?"

Mia sighed. "It's been tense with us. But we're okay. I think. I just don't want to lose him because I don't want a baby just yet."

"I know love. Just talk to him."

***
Mia left the flat. She saw Megan and walked over to her. "Where the hell have you been?"
She asked.

"I have been with Warren. He took me to this restaurant in London. And then we had sex in the back of his car by the London Eye."

Mia smirked. "Wow. Kinky bitch."

"It did me so good. Getting away for the night. How is it going with Sami?" Megan asked.

Mia sighed. "Not good. We're so tense and I don't like it. We were good up until I said I wanted to wait to try for a baby. And I think that with everything I've been through, that's okay."

"Definitely. Do you want me to talk to him?"

"No. I don't wanna cause anymore tension with him. I just want us to be how we were. Before all of this happened."

***
Mia went to see Sami. Misbah let her in. She walked into his bedroom. "Can we talk? I know you're annoyed with me for not wanting a baby yet. But I have my reasons."

"I know. I'm not annoyed. Well I am... but I just want us to be happy."

"We don't need a baby to make us happy. As along as we have each other. We should be happy."

Sami nodded. He pulled her onto the bed. They kissed heatedly. Sami got between her legs as he pulled down her leggings.

Mia moaned as she felt his member pressed against her. She looked at him. "I think we need to stop. Because I'll want to be in this bed with you all day."

Sami smirked. "And who would complain? There's no one here now."

***
Reluctantly, Sami and Mia went out into the village. Sami smiled. "I've got to go into the office. I'll come over later?"

"Okay."

Mia couldn't help but feel like she and Sami weren't like they used to be. And she hated it. She just wanted them to be back to normal. But she just didn't know.

***
Mia sat in the pub with Megan. Sami hadn't called her. He hadn't even text her which hurt. But she knew that their relationship had changed.

Megan handed her a glass of orange juice. She smiled. "Look. You and Sami will work it out. You always do."

"I don't know Meg. Maybe this is the final straw. I thought he would understand me not wanting a baby yet. I never said no... but I just don't want one yet."

Megan smiled. "Explain it. It's all you can do."

Mia just nodded. But was this the end of her and Sami?