Childhood Friends

Chapter 6

„Y/N we're here. You have to get out." I hear someone saying, as I open my eyes.
I get up wand walk out of the bathroom. I must've slept in while I was in here.
„You blocked the only toilet on the plane. Bonzo even peed in a cup! Please lock yourself in another room next time." Robert says.
„Bonzo did what?!" I yell and burst into laughter. Robert chuckles and helps me to get my stuff out of the plane. The bright sun blindes me and I almost fall down the stairs but Bonzo catches me.
„Looks who's there! Mister Pee-in-a-cup!" I say and laugh.
„Don't you dare call me that!" He screams and chases me through the airport to our limo.
„I was faster!" I say and punch him lightly.
„Next time I'll get you Mrs. I'm-in-love-with-Jimmy-but-too-afraid-to-admit-it." He chuckles.
Suddenly the limo goes quiet again and everybody looks at me.
„What are u looking at?" I ask angrily and look aggressively at Bonzo.
Robert checks in for us. As soon as he gives me the key to my room, I go searching for the room 129 so I don't have to be with the others any longer.
Maybe this whole job was a wrong decision. Maybe I should fly back home and live my normal, boring life. 
Finally I see a door with the number 129.
„Thank God " I say to myself
I look at the poorly decorated room.
There's one king sized bed, one nightstand and a closet. The furniture is made of light wood. The walls are beige without any pictures on it. There's one window in the whole room. Next to the windows is a brown sofa. It's different from the other hotels we've been to.
I walk up to the window to open it, when someone knocks at my door.
„Come in." I say.
The door opens and I turn around to see who's standing there.
„Oh hello. What are you doing here?" I ask Jimmy, who sits down on the sofa.
„Well apparently there's no free room for me in this hotel, so I have to stay with you, since you have the only king sized bed." He says. 
„Let me get this straight: They want to to sleep with me in the same bed, after what happened. No thank you." I say.
„You have no other choice."
„Yes I do. You have no other choice than sleeping on the sofa." I say and cross my arms.
„You want me to stay on the sofa? No thank you Y/N. I have to perform. You just have to set up our stuff."
„Are you serious? Without us Roadies you couldn't even perform. You're staying on the sofa." I say and lay down in my bed.
Suddenly he gets up and lays down next to me.
„Everything I said was true." He whispers.
„Go to bed Jimmy. You have to perform later." I groan.
„If you say so." He gets up and takes off his pants and shirt and lies next to me.
„What the fuck Jimmy?! It's bad enough that you sleep next to me but half naked? That's too much!" I yell.
I mean he looks good without his clothes.
Oh God Y/N stop! That's James Page. You hate him!
„You're so dramatic." He says and rolls his eyes, while he puts on some comfortable clothes. After that he lies next to me again.
„Y/N can we please talk about this. I don't want this standing between us. I want us to be friends again. I want to know what happened in your life." He says
Luckily my back is facing him, so he doesn't see me crying. It's just too much for me.
„Y/N are you crying?" He asks and turns me around, to see tears falling down on my cheeks.
„Y/N what is it? Tell me." He asks.
„Jimmy this is just too much for me. I was crying over you for so long. I finally got over it and now you're back again and want to be a part of my life."
„But why is it so bad?"
„Jimmy you're the reason why is was being laughed at, why I had no friends, why I never got out of the house. I completely changed after you left."
„I don't understand." He whispers.
„I had multiple breakdowns in school, you were my only friend and you just left. You were the only one who defended me when the others made fun of me. But then you weren't there anymore and they could finally bully me again." I start to cry even more.
„I'm so sorry Y/N I didn't know."
„Of course you didn't know because you weren't there and never asked!" I yell.
„But you didn't ask either how I was feeling! I was heartbroken. Nobody liked me. I was alone and all I could think about was you and how I couldn't have you!" He yells back.
„Jimmy I loved you too. More than anything in the world. But you just talk about how pretty Stevie was and how nice Janis was."
„Oh wow... We were in love with each other but didn't know it." He chuckles sarcastically.
I turn my head in his direction to see his tear stained cheeks.
We both look deep in each other's eyes.
We both have green eyes but his were always prettier.
„You know I almost didn't recognize you. I knew it was you when I saw your shirt and your eyes. I could never forget them."
It's a wonder that he recognized me. I was overweight when he saw me the last time. I had much shorter hair and my style was different. I really changed.
I'm skinny now and my hair reaches my lower back.
Suddenly Jimmy leans in and tries to kiss me but I pull away.
„What was that?" I ask.
„I-I don't know." He says and his cheeks get red as a tomato.
„I should go now I have to set up the equipment." I say embarrassed and walk out of the room.
That was really awkward. Did he really try to kiss me? I mean he is very attractive but he is the boy who broke my heart. I don't think that's a good idea. We should just forget about it.